family matters =D

well i got this idea just about now and since i'm on the internet...i decided to talk about it...
it all begins when my grandfather's little brother (sounds complicated aee???) came to my parents house quite early in the morning and my siblings and i just woke up and none of us took morning bath yet... and my dad goes like ;
"just go and take a shower or else when Tok Su and his family come you guys just like an awful kiddoes!!"

and my brother asked my mum;
"who's comin'???"

my mom replied;
"Tok Su who lives in Taiping"

to be honest i doubt any of my siblings remember who is this "Tok Su" but i think i've heard this dude's name when i was little and uhh did i mention when i was little girl???
kids nowadays, i sincerely doubt they know all their relatives... not to mention family now is quite complicated... "your grandfather's mother's to his next-door neighbour who lives next to our house to our right...and blah blah.." (see what i'm saying???)

i dont even know what to say either it's wired or just fine...to me i'm a lousy kid because actually i've met this dude and his family once or twice or maybe daily WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL but well now imma blaming my memory storage...lousy memory perhaps???
or maybe i've grown up and move on???

work hard so not suppose to equal earn less!!!

wired title huh???LOL!!!
well actually i just got myself home...again..
the reason i say this bcoz i am already at home weeks ago but as a very (i really mean it) nice cousin, i agree to help him as the hotel he work now need more helpers (actually worker is the correct terms but i dont know why i kept read it as "slave") for the Monsoon Cup 2010.
all i can say i've learn my lesson alright...and that is "earning money for living is hard". i help and give everything i ever had and leave everything again but they paid me less!!! i mean, i've been working for 14 hour but the salary is not as much as i expected (i'm not demanding for CEO's salary but hey!!! i'm working my butt here!)
and one thing i realize that people is right is when u spend the money that you earn from your hard work..you feels more satisfy than ever no matter how small your paid is...but as i said i learn my lesson alright...

study + working hard to keep myself sane = tired!!!

i juz finished two papers out of 8...feeling??? physically tired and mentally out of control...
with people around me keep stabbing my back and i have to stand tall and appear strong...it wasnt so easy...it juz freakin annoying...so what i do??? i treat myself...new make-up, new clothes, chocolates, jasmine green tea, almond honey and window shopping...alone...but at least no one criticize me and i'm free even thought imma out of money and i'm not sure when i'm gonna get the money again but at least i'm out from those insanity world...
i miss home like crazy and i wish i'm home now...keep telling people how i miss home actually convinced them that i'm a fragile person but i dont really care...i'm just being honest...i'm a family girl...what can i say???

being left alone...

it's not a good title though...but what the hell...no one gonna read this...
well actually imma in a state of WHAT DID I DO WRONG!!???
i hate the feeling when people left me all alone but at the same time they think imma fragile... i gotta say IT"S SUCK!!!
well i guess it started a week ago...and until now i STILL feel that people betray me and i wondering when they'll stop??? my family also left me all alone...i try to talk to them but no one will listen and sometimes to be honest, i feels like i was born with no family around me... sad??? u betcha!
people around me especially my friends keep leave me all alone (what happen to give and take concept??)
i'll be there when they need me and i am friendless when i need them...hell of the world!!!
all i gotta say, thanks for doing this to me...feels great to be hurt with people who u thought was ur friend or ur family...

working like robots

i know the title above sounds lame but that is what really happened with me lately....and on going....
i missed home terribly and owh... btw i already bought my plane ticket back 2 Seremban!!! SWEET!!!
basically my dad bought it but hey...whatever right??? as long as i'm home than nothing else matter...
okay...back to the title again... 
why in the hell of any nut job case i will be working like robots???the answer is simple: BECAUSE I HAVE TOO!!!
there's nothing more annoying nowadays when u thought something was successfully done but actually there's another things ahead and need to be done ASAP...well when u can ever catch your breath then??? i dont really have time for that...i swear i will never ever miss this feeling and i never take anything for granted anymore...
tired as hell....

5 minutes delay...

well this is MY FIRST ENTRY EVER!!!!
so i've been thinkin all nite bout what i'm gonna write here and this morning i got an idea...
"what about me???" lol!!! XD
not exactly bout me but people around me...
looking at the title people (my friennds) might say...not with the word delay again!!!
honestly i hate the word especially when it's time for me heading home back to Seremban...all the way i'll be praying 4 the flight never got delayed no matter what...i juz wanna reach home...fast...
so this morning i got 8 am class after almost 2 weeks long holiday...waking up early that time is hard...not to mention SUCK!!!
my alarm start ringing at 6 am and i (ALWAYS) snoozes it for 5 minutes...
and then i snoozed my alarm again 4 another 5 minutes and continue doing that until 6.30 am...
CRAP!!!! i woke up half an hour late!!! but i'm not panic at all as my roomate always says that people in my course always a kamikaze =P...she's right i guess...
i went to the bathroom and it still empty so i thought maybe i should give myself like 10 minutes more...
i went to bed again and after 15 minutes (see...another 5 minutes delay) i went back to the bathroom and OMG...it's full!! so i decided to wait there and after 20 minutes i've thinking to take another 10 minutes nap but seeing people kept coming make me feel "nahh...i'll be late for heaven sake"
i dunno why i write about this but i guess i just need something to take my mind off the chemistry book 4 a while...
u people gonna enjoy this???hope so...
wish me luck 4 tmorrow ya...=D