okay seblom saye merapu-rapu n org engat saye dah angau, let me make this clear that it just a one phase when u feel happy n accepted n maybe a bit in "love" (geli plak type mende ni...huhuhu)
tapi xde la nak merapu jugak juz teringat kat lagu ni when tetiba "my-beloved-hubby" (jeng jeng jeng) pasang lagu tu masa kitorang borak2 n i was like "who put this song?" and he go like "and that would be me"..
... sebenarnya xde reason pun.. lagu tu pun xde kaitan ngan kami berdua... hahaha tapi saye teringat incident lame yang melibatkan lagu ni ngan Ustaz kat TTJ dulu..huhuhu...
all the 5E2 girls who turn out to be gorgeous lady now
but might become like kids once in a while (ehem..haha)
coz old habits die hard lol!!
alkisahnya saye tetiba terdengar lagu ni n terminat.. saye memang minat kat penyanyi ni punya wife masa dulu coz i think she is one of the gorgeous woman on earth n i always think they r the perfect couple.. so alang2 dah minat mesti la agak2 taw jugak kan pasal beliau walaupun sikit.. so tup2 tetiba dapat kesah dorang ni bercerai ("shocker" huhu!! Hollywood couple.. what are the odds that they stay together for their whole life?) n her husband pun start wat album baru (beliau ni asalnya dari satu band cam Backstreet Boys n seangkatan la..coz memang zaman camtu dulu) n bila dengar lagu ni cam nampak sangat honest la.. n tetiba je, macam fan2 len sumer ter"jatuh chenta" kat muka mamat agak macho ni... hahaha!! kan asal dia dari boy band.. mesti la muka cam kumpulan jambu macho2 sket... hahaha!! so lepas dengar lagu tu saye pon bersungguh2 n bertekad cemerlang nak tengok MV dia n hafal lirik lagu tu...huhuhu (memang macam rumaja ribena kan???)
all the 5E2 boys (now grown handsome man i presume)
back in the old days ^^~
n kelas 5 Elektrik 2 STTJ '06 ni memang terkenal ngan macam2 mende... contohnye keakraban yang teramat sangat ngan warden sampai menjelezkan pelajar2 aspuri len... time sume2 satu aspuri kena marah, malam 2 tetiba je warden kami datang bawak roti john (untuk sahur coz masa tu bulan Ramadhan) utk budak aspuri 5E2 aje...huhuhu!! so kami pon makan beramai2 kat bawah sambil borak2 depan bebudak ni lalu lalang... hahaha!! n satu lagi keakraban kitorang ngan GPK 1 yang memang x boleh belah langsung... beliau ajar kitorang Add Math n sape2 budak 5E2 yang x pernah kena rotan ngan beliau memang penipu la... tapi kitorang mmng sayang abes la kat beliau... ade satu kes time tu malam sambut detik 12 tengah malam 31 Ogos beliau bukak gerai n masak depan satu sekolah tapi student len x bleh makan except 5E2 n ade 1 klas f4 (dia aja tp lupa) aje... siap beliau buat announcement malam sebelumnya cakap student len x bleh makan kecuali 5E2 ngan klas lg satu tuh...hahaha!! memang kes pilih kasih betul lah!! n kami pernah pegi rumah dorang n ngan selamber buat macam rumah sendiri!! haha!! memang sayang sangat kat dorang nama panggilan (antar budak kelas je la time beborak pasal cikguS ni) is "mama n papa" huhuhu!! terbaek!!
(credit to Azri Joe yang buat gambar kenangan 5 Current 2 06 ni...)
ni la kami sumer 5E2 06
n satu lagi klas kami memang pandai mendominatekan diri kat computer lab yang baru atau lama la.. coz cikgu sejarah kitorang yang pegang kunci lab 2 n asal time sejarah je memang kitorang akan beratur n duduk dalam 2 online macam2 la... terBAEK kan?!?! hahah!! n macam 2 jugak ngan teacher yang ajar kitorang EST.. beliau memang sangat sporting n asal waktu EST je kitorang mintak beliau ajar kat computer lab yang baru tu ngan alasan "find information n ideas" hahaha!! klu ngan Miss Yeo (cikgu EST masa form 4) jangan harap la...
ni almost everyone dalam 5E2 masa annual dinner
with our "papa" huhuhu
okay..back 2 the song (jauh menyimpang kan saye ni?? hahaha!!) nak dijadikan story nye time 2 waktu sejarah n atas dasar "kasihan" yang sangat2 tinggi dari sorang chekgu sejarah yang taw betapa student 5E2 akan berusaha gigih utk berjaya dalam subjek tersebut sampai asal waktu sejarah je banyak kepala "bergelimpangan" atas meja.. belum campur yang berdengkur lagi... hahaha (ade yang tidur macam dewa- kepala tegak mata pejam!!) !! so beliau bawak la kami bertapa dalam "ekon" ngan internet access kat lab baru tu.. huhuhu... kan saye dah cakap saye bertekad cemerlang nak tengok n hafal lagu mamat ni, so saye pun bukak YouTube n cari MV dia... pastu, cari lirik lagu tu n start humming sket2 sampai terfollow ngan perkataan... hahaha!! tetiba Ustaz kitorang masuk dlam lab 2 n usha sorang2.. sebab terlalu leka (n x dengar coz pakai headphone), saye disergah n keluarlah ayat ni dari mulut lazer beliau "masyaALLAH kamu ni Nik.. buat menda sia2 ni buat apa?? kalau kamu bukak website Islamik sikit, dengar orang berzikir dalam YouTube tu xpe la jugak...haishh!!!" and i was like tersenyum coz kantoi bodoh.... hahaha!!! mmng la x ramai yang tengok incident tu tapi still buat saye tergelak la bila terdengar balik lagu tu...huhuu...
nyway ni la MV lagu ni...
called What's Left Of Me performed by Nick Lachey aka former Mr Jesicca Simpson... haha!! tapi sampai skunk saye still suka sing along bila dengar lagu ni n "my-beloved-hubby" pun suka pasang lagu ni (macam nak tunjuk beliau tu baik je kan?? hahaha) bila kitorang beborak (owh...chatting online ye so anyone dont get me wrong okay!!)
ok...first of all i must admit that i am the person who hardly catch any social sickness aka trend (u can call it whatever u like) but seriously what i saw this evening is waaayyy to much... i mean THIS IS NUTS!!!
sanggup ke korang pakai mende
ni tgah2 hari bute??
this evening (around 2 pm) i went out to nearest shop and there i saw bunch of girls at the bus stop wearing jackets, snow caps, scarfs and (get this) knit gloves waiting 4 the bus... i mean okay, i got the jacket part coz still somehow me myself got this wild-wild-west-Dean-style to follow but that depends on the weather jugak la.. xkan tengah2 hari mencanak nak pakai 2-3 lapis baju?? okay to be honest saye salute bebdak ni jugak coz berani be them self tapi dunno... i mean i always say i love being me, i love what i put on and so... but idk... this really on top of everything that i believe... be brave... fight everything including the Malaysian weather... huhuhu!! and then i told my sis and she told me that most of them is hardcore korean drama fan... i was like 0_o??? i knew few friends who watch and listen to Korean entertainment thingy but never heard this wearing knit glove in the midday.. and my sis told me that the style is the least they can do coz they not allowed to dye their hair yet... so, i was like "x panas ke??" and jawapan yang i dont think logic but somehow x menjawab soalan is "neraka lagi panas.." =_="
so i talk to one of the girls who actually live nearby my house and when i asked her why u guys dressed up like that in the midday and she started laughing at me and ask me whether i adore any style and when i say "yea" she replied "that is what we do" and i was kindda "i just adore, never really follow" and she kindda goes like "then u really not fan enough" and all i can do is smile...
really?? i have to look like this to prove
i am a fan?? ouch...gonna ask
my dad to get me Impala LOL
i mean yea i do adore some character, so what? if i really into Ben Burnley and i really wanna be like him so i need to be afraid to get on a plane?? then i will never finished my study... or if i really that into Dean Winchester i need to cruise around with Impala? or carrying gun around? and run credit cards fraud? and i really adore Kuroo Hazama (Dr Black Jack) so all i gotta do is carrying scalpel around?? really???
cover magazine dress everytime
i went to class?? yea if i really
got VERY DEEP pocket LOL
and i really like Tyra Banks style so i have to wear like her?? come on!! be urself la dear!!!
well i know this trend is really somehow ridiculosly wired to the bone but idk, maybe why dun they follow something more logic? more make sense and not into this (how d i put this) torturing device ie super thick clothes in the midday?? i mean if i live somewhere where the weather arent like tropical weather, that might be acceptable..but i say the weather...i mean, no one will wear like Eskimo man in the Miami Beach even everybody know there's snow in US... so somehow i really dun understand the trend or style (or whatever u wanna call it)
or maybe i blind here but i think korean style wasnt really that way... i mean, they have summer too right??
i dun really wanna put mean critics here just curious.. see ya next time...papai!!!
okay tgh2 sibok carik idea tadi tetiba je Mr Lappy ni wat hal!! adoi BABY!! umo x sampai setaun lagi ni yunk.. jangan la ngade-ngade!!!
okay saye x nak citer pasal "kasih sayang" antara manusia n Mr Lappy saye ni but it's about something yang i think quite interesting jugak... well before anything let me tell anyone that i never go out to any boutique to buy any branded outfit... reason?? first, kurang saiz n second didnt feel like buying...
imma bit shopaholic la jugak coz somehow kalu time kaye, i'll be at 1B... shopping tu x la jugak... window shopping perhaps the right term even i do buy a thing or two... and this habit start from the time i study at KMPk lagi... coz saye memang mudah bosan terkurung so credit to my Kak Long (Ain) yang jadi peneman setia time saye nak klua pergi Jusco n Tesco kat Ipoh and credit to Auntie Kanaga(conductor bus masa kat KMPk) yang memahami sifat student yang mudah tensen and slalu allow ladies first to get on the bus each time bus sampai...huhuh!!!
this is my lalink Anis kat 1B
me n kinah (my roomate) kat Jusco Ipoh
p/s: credit to Ain tukang amik gambo (^_^)
okay saye bukan nak citer pasal konduktor bus atau kak long saye ye... hahaha!!!
it's about branded thing... so let me apologize 1st cozi dunno how to speak Prada coz paling branded pon saye masuk Kamdar aje !!
well okay saye mamang suka tengok outfit, shoes, handbags, make ups and accessories coz nature la... ORANG PEREMPUAN.... but here's the thing, saye x suka la nak beli barang branded ni and please la... saya x pernah paksa sapa2 masuk mana2 kedai n beli ape2 so i hoping that at least i deserve the same respect... so kalau korang berhajat nak ajak saye klua n teman shopping, i'll do that but mind ur own business la my fren... x payah susah2 convince me beli apa2 yang saye x nak n x suka....
yes saye memang kadang2 hard case bila nak dengar cakap orang but please la.. saye pakai barang cikai since like ever n x pernah sekali pon orang datang and put a gun on my head and force me to tell the exact price for the things i wore... i got my own prinsip jugak...
i believe u can wear nada but look like u wearing Prada or vice versa... besides, u never leave the price tag right?? u'll remove it before u wear that thing so what's the deal??? the key is CONFIDENT and that's that..FULL STOP!!
x percaya?? kalau korang baca majalah musim2 award cuba tengok outfit celebrities tu sumer... bukan sumer korang suka n get good critics from fashion expert and of course we know they not wearing Mydin brand coz "hello... superstar here!!" so what if dorang pakai unknown designer brand or maybe kain sarung or trash bag?? if they know how to bring themself up, i dont think they'll get critics from anyone even dorang beli kat Bukit Kayu Hitam je pon... so enough la ye my friend.. saye bukan celebrities.. i'm not dressed up to impressed anyone so leave ur comment to urself...
these dresses have been voted for worst dresses at Grammy and of course the are all wearing designer's dress people!!
from left: Rihanna, Jennifer Lopez, Katy Perry (and they are all megastars okay!!)
well pernah dengar tak ayat ni "beli barang yang mahal ni tahan lama... x mudah rosak...bla bla bla" or "barang mahal ni jaga kulit kita" and so on..
well as i said i use unknown designer or brand since God knows when and i'm still in one pieces... well barang mahal x mudah rosak?? well kalau macam 2 ade warranty ke barang mahal 2 x mudah hilang or kena curi or (get this) dapat selamatkan kita dari seksa kubur??? hahaha... kejam sangat plak bunyi dia kan??? but here's the thing, kalau dapat jenis "tangan pemusnah", x kira la barang tu 100juta K pun blom tentu still in one piece so thanks, i think i'll take my chances...
saye bukan la anti sape2 yang nak beli barang2 branded ni but keep it to urself... no need to show off coz i dun even give a rat ass bout how much or who's the designer.. bunyi cam saye kedekut jugak kan??? maybe...coz we buy all those things guna DUIT!!! and kalau duit tu masuk tiap2 jam macam game "Sorority Life" atau "Supernatural" kat Facebook x pe la juga... ini u need to earn that or from ur PTPTN loan...or biasiswa or from ur parents and get this...yang dapat pinjaman or scolarship tu tolong la realize ITU DUIT RAKYAT aka AMANAH!!! i'm not saying yang saye x guna duit PTPTN saye for something else rather than photostats, buying electronic components, printings, laptop services and i'm lucky coz my dad payy for my flight ticket... so back off ye kalau sape2 nak start kutuk saye pakai barang murah ni... xde langgar mana2 hukum syarak lagi...
saye x sure kalau ade pernah kena macam saye but i have few friends yang dont care how much she need to pay as long as it is designer's brand or in a simple Malay word "BIAR PAPA ASAL BERGAYA" and i dont care if u wanna live like that forever as long as awak x kacau hidup saye but please la x perlu keluarkan statement macam ni in my own very face "Atul nampak macam budak kampung aje... cuba ubah penampilan tu... xkan selamanya nak beli mekap ket kedai 2 ringgit??" and i'm not the only one yang kena macam tu.. my laling si Anis (who pretty much gonna try to find anyting cheapest than the cheaper) also kena jugak and memandangakan beliau seorang chemist, she answered the question with very brilliant answer... good job yunk!! hehehe!!!
but to answer the question, memang saye beli mekap murah which never gives any problems on my skin and my skin just fine like others yang guna barang mahal so what is the deal then?? if u cannot wrap ur head with that n ur skin got full on allergic reactions on the product, change the suitable one la... simple equation la... and forgive me coz i dunno how to differentiate "budak kampung" or "budak bandar" coz to me everybody look the same... ade hidung, mata, tangan, kaki and kulit sumer still in brown tone tinggal gelap ngan cerah aje.. xde tone macam The Smurf so kalau ade sape2 nak educate saye macam mana nak distinguish "budak2" ni, lemme kno... huhuu!!!
FYI saye pernah la ikut nasihat seorang kawan yang try to change my thought about branded stuff ni and mase 2 saye tengah nak beli facial wash. so beliau cadangkan saye guan this one famous brand yang xde la mahal sangat but paling mahal antara sumer produk saye penah guna... n after few days, my face turned all red macam kena panas and i admit lepas je cuci muka mesti muka saye rase pijar.. and she told me i wasnt use the whole facial series so saye beli la sumer from toner to lotion to sun block and everyting and my face rase macam panas giler2... talk 2 my lalink anis, and she told me most branded product always have something kindda like catalyst to accelerate the result and my skin cant take those... so saye tukar la facial wash len and seriously, saye burn duet saye camtu je...sabo je la.... hahaha
i think that's all la.. owh btw i still need to work on my balance coz even i am 21, i still cant stand without feeling i'm not gonna fall even with sport shoes... so let alone Gaga's heel huhuhu!! and Ben Burnley in one of the interview (funny scene) used to scream this i think it's now my turn
sometimes i just opened Buddy TV website just to play personality quizzes and i must say, i like it even somehow the results sound pretty far from who am i hahaha!! even like long time ago, Facebook also famous with personality quizzes and i do play them almost every time go to FB... so this is my reesults (plural coz i play alot =P)
this game entitled "Who is your boyfriend in Vampire Diaries" and to be honest i never watch Vampire Diaries so, idk who the hell is this dude hahaha!!!
then i'm gonna show who i am in my few show like in "Camp Rock', "Desperate Housewives", "Glee", "Smallville", "Leverage", "America's Next Top Model Judge" and of course "Supernatural" (i've posted this one before ^^~)
i didnt watch Glee though but i think Mr Schu really one of the most likable character and about Smallville... i was hoping i can be Jason or Chloe LOL!!^^~
and in my fav "Leverage", i always got Nate when i played personality quizzes in Facebook but Hardison and Sophie is good though. i really wish i can have programmer brain like Hardison so i could get A in Matlab and C++ class (kacang je pada beliau ni)
in ANTM, i think Miss J is cool and yes I LOVE TYRA!! though i hoping i am a bit Nigel in this ^^~ hahaha!!
in Supernatural??? hahaha..i am Castiel (the game called "Which Supernatural Angel Are You??") hahaha though i am not nerd looking and i do express emotion and i dont wear trench coat ^^~ hahaha
and i am always DEAN!!! hahahaha!! enough said!! Belle should be proud lol!!!
and my TV boyfriend is ^^~
and the car that i would drive is
though i think the only one who would drive this is Dean Winchester (aka my Boyfriend - hey i'm not making this up...it's proven!!! hahaha)
this song is in my mp3 player playlist like forever and i love the song since the first time i heard it...
i dunno why but i think it felt close to me... ^^~
the lyrics itself is very good and i love the band.. i mean who doesnt love Nickelback? one of the best band (famous one though if anyone start to think imma go for Breaking Benjamin song again coz BB is my top 1 n nothing's change ^^~) and who doesnt like Chad Kroeger's voice??
okay.. back to the song.. it's about how the writer devoted himself to his loved one... enough said... the lyrics is crystal clear... and i bet if Dean Winchester listen to modern rock song this will be his theme songs LOL ^^~
> I'd Come For You - Nickelback <
Just one more moment, that's all that's needed Like wounded soldiers in need of feeling Time to be honest, this time I'm pleading Please don't dwell on it cause I didn't mean it
I can't believe I said "I'd lay our love on the ground" But it doesn't matter cause I made it up Forgive me now Everyday I spent away My soul's inside out Gotta be some way that I can make it up To you now, somehow
By now you know that I'd come for you No-one but you Yes, I'd come for you But only if you told me to And I'd fight for you I'd lie, it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you
I was blindfolded, but now I'm seeing My mind was closing, now I'm believing (now I'm believing) I finally know just what it means to let someone in To see the side of me that no-one does, or ever will So if you're ever lost and find yourself all alone I'd search forever just to bring you home Here and now, it's a vow
By now you know that I'd come for you No-one but you Yes, I'd come for you But only if you told me to And I'd fight for you I'd lie, it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you You know I'd always come for you
No matter what gets in my way As long as there's still life in me No matter what, remember You know I'd always come for you
Yes, I'd come for you No-one but you Yes, I'd come for you But only if you told me to (to)
And I'd fight for you I'd lie it's true Give my life for you You know I'd always come for you
No matter what gets in my way As long as there's still life in me No matter what, remember You know I'd always come for you
I'd crawl across this world for you Do anything you want me to No matter what, remember You know I'd always come for you You know I'd always come for you
usually memang my routine pepagi ni kena kejut adik Izzati bangun bersiap pegi sekolah, but somehow malam td saye tertido awal... around 9 pm saye dah berlepas ke ke planet Zulcan (hahaha mcm real je) so i never realize pukul berapa budak kecik 2 tido mlm tadi...
n even it is my daily routine but it is the hardest (xde dah istilah "alah bisa tegal biasa" tu..) coz nak kejutkan Izzati yang lena tu sangat susah n x sampai hati nak marah2 bila dia xnak bangun.. so nak dijadikan citer, pagi ni saya nampak dia tido kat depan TV ngan buku latihan skolah bersepah2 kat sekeliling beliau... lepas je upacara kejut, mandi n siapkan Izzati, saya mula pegi kat depan n start kemas2 all the books n after that i start belek2 previous days punya newspaper (saye ikut je perkembangan semasa tapi kadang2 saya baca balik newspaper yang sengaja disepahkan tu) n one of the headline is about the Perhimpunan Bersih...
okay, i'm not here to talk about this assembly yang i think xde guna n buang masa pon... i mean, i am me, i can decide what is right and what is wrong (though sometimes i tend to be wrong) and i'm sure u can read about this thing anywhere coz this is current issue people!! but before that sambil pungut2 sume sotkaba2 n buku2 latihan kaler cokelat tu i accidently saw "Rukun Negara" at the back of the book and that strikes me something... yes with the Bersih thing and Rukun Negara...
okay as i said i'm not here to talk about Bersih, coz i am pro-peace, no need to fix what isnt broken n idk, maybe i dont really see the big picture here but i think i see enough and i please with what i see... i mean, what is really wrong with peace?? *haiszz!* but here's the thing, i used to take Political Critical Thought as one of the subject in UMS in my 1st sem (saya utang la plak coz masuk klas tu tp x daftar ~~ but never regret that, one interesting subject ever) and to be in the class dengan foreign students makes me realize how much i love my country, n how much i appreciate Rukun Negara..
okay for those yang x kenal Rukun Negara, here it is, masa skolah dulu asal hari Isnin je time assembly mesti kena baca ikrar kan?? dalam 2 termaktub sekali Rukun Negara (just a reminder for those who lupa)... so okay, (correct me if i'm wrong here) Rukun Negara ni boleh dianggap satu ideologi negara la macam in US dorang ade "Declaration of Independence", and Indonesia they have "Pancasila" which actually boleh dikatakan as one of the guide untuk buat dasar n program negara (serious giler.. tapi baca jangan tensen2 ye ^^~) n banyk values dapat dipraktikan dalam negara yang ada multiple (i would say many) races macam Malaysia tanah tumpah darahku...
ha.. kat atas ni la Rukun Negara yang ada kat blakang buku skolah adik2 saye...
sejarah Rukun Negara ni begin at August 31st, 1970 by Majlis Gerakan Negara after May 13th, 1969 tragedy yang absolutely cause many blood spilling throughout the country...
n kalau ditanya pulak what is the tragedy (saya baru dapat soklan ni dari sorang BUDAK FORM 5 YANG NAK AMIK SPM TAUN NI!! =_=") actually it is rusuhan kaum that causes masalah perpaduan yang berkait rapat dengan Pilihanraya Umum 1969...
dalam kes ni, parti2 pembangkang dah bangkitkan soal2 yang x patut i.e : Bahasa Melayu n hak2 istimewa orang Melayu..
okay.. saye malas nak tulis buku teks sejarah kat sini tapi pokok pangkalnya, Rukun Negara dibuat lepas terjadi rusuhan kaum kat Malaysia sampai perintah darurat dikeluarkan yang time 2 komunis dah xde lagi ~~ lepas merdeka kan tuh...(nak taw lebih2 sila baca buku atau Google sendiri ye...)
saye pon xnak citer panjang2, enough said perarakan Bersih ni somehow macam try to recreate the tragedy...okay..x mo citer politik2 kat sini tapi mende2 ni semua kan ke mengugat keamanan...saye faham kes nak serah memorendum tu tapi x perlu la sampai nak buat macam ni..
okay back tu Rukun Negara, yang ade 5 tuh... saya x rase nak sentuh semua tapi cukup yang ke 3, and 4... which is:
-keluhuran perlembagaan
-kedaulatan undang2
why? easy money bebeh..haha!!
keluhuran perlembagaan ni basically rakyat kena obey, accept and defend keluhuran/kemuliaan perlembagaan Negara... but what this assembly will did?? idk..nauzubillah la jadi ape2 yang x patut... perlembagaan Negara ni is the highest power even the YDP Agong pon x boleh nak langgar/pertikaikan apatah lagi kita kan?? n perlembaggaan ni dah digubal atas persepakatan semua kaum...
kedaulatan undang2 pulak macam ni, semua orang x kira sape2 pon akan dapat n kena patuh kat undang2 negara...n undang2 ni berasaskan perlembagaan Negara...
saye malas nak citer panjang2 tapi kalau orang tanya apa kaitan ngan Bersih ni, patutnya kene buang negara la..hahah...(joke) tapi easy la... sumer menda dalam rukun Negara dorang bakal langgar so ape lagi nak dikata??? LU PiKIR lA SeNDiri!!
it's Breaking Benjamin Day today !!! hahaha actually everyday is Breaking Benjamin Day coz never a day passed by without at least few songs from my fav ever band!! okay actually i just heard about new album will coming out in August and i was like YEAAAAA!!! and jumping and screaming and i even treat my brother and his friends ice cream LOL!!
okay this entry is dedicated to my fav band for making me HHHAAAAPPPPYYY today haha!! but no way i can review all their songs so i'm gonna pick my top 5 even to be honest every song is a tie LOL!! but i always gonna give 10 stars out of 9 so instead some critics, i'm gonna tell everyone why the songs on my top list and from which album ^^~
1. Breath (from Phobia)
okay, this is the song like my forever ringtone and my alarm n okay long story short, I LOVE THIS SONG so much.. enough said! okay it's not BB first song i've heard but actually the second one and unlike the 1st song i heard from them, i fell for this song for the second time i heard them... but seriously, the lyrics is sharp and whoever this song dedicated to, i think can really feel the cut (unless orang tu x paham la)...
this song is about a guy who fall for a girl but the girl does not share the same feeling as him and somehow at the end the guy like "okay that's that, i dont care anymore" which actually causing him to hate himself to a certain degree for having tried too hard with her while he doesnt get the same degree of passion in return but at certain time we know he still love the girl..
my fav part in this song is of course at the chorus part and before that which it goes like this
"so sacrifice yourself and let me have what's left,
i know that i can find the fire in your eyes,
i'm going all the way get away please,
you take the breath right out of me,<------------the chorus start from here
you left the hole where my heart should be,
you got to fight just to make it through,
'cause i will be the death of you"
and i know not just me put this song on top of the list coz this song used to be #1 single in the chart... ^^~
2. I Will Not Bow (from Dear Agony)
this is one of the amazing song ever written and played in the history of the awesomeness (yeah) and this song is the soundtrack for a movie called "Surrogates" stars Bruce Willis.. i never watch the movie coz as much as a gamer Ben Burnley is, i never like that kind of movie genre...
this song is kindda new version of Eye of The Tiger but in more like a dark version and i LOVE it A LOT!!
it's pretty much about never give up (the title said it all) like no matter what come in ur way, never run away and face it.. and to start something that show everyone what u capable of and that will prove them u can make it to the top (hell YEAH!!)
"I will not bow, I will not break,
I will shut the world away,
I will not fall, I will not fade,
I will take your breath away"
^^~ did i mention i rate this song?? i gave 10 stars out of 5 ^^~
3. The Diary Of Jane (Phobia)
okay, no way u'll remember Breaking Benjamin if i never mention this song... hell this is the first song ever i heard from the band... and i completely like this is awesome!!!
funny story actually how i started to like this song, i was 15 i guess and i have a fever and all i did was lay on my bed with a small radio near my ear and suddenly the station play this song... i wasnt paying attention much to any songs played in the radio that time but when i first heard that i was like nodding my head and humming like i know the song without knowing what is the song is or who sang it and after my fever gets better, i almost forgot the song but i kept humming the rhyme..hahaha
and one day i watch Hitz.TV and saw the music video and goes like "this is the song!!" and my bro goes like "what with the song??" and i go "this wicked song kept playing in m head over and over" and from that moment i fell in love with Breaking Benjamin (maybe long before that LOL)
this song is about a guy who love a girl but the girl is depressed and lost. at the end the girl died n the guy found his diary and tries to figure what happen and the guy even consider to kill himself for the girl ("if i had to, i would put myself right beside you") and when he couldnt find any reason, he burn the diary ("as i burn the other page") and try to forget about it ("as i look the other way") but no way he can forget that ("i still trying to find my place") as it gonna eat him forever.... awww...
4. So Cold (We Are Not Alone)
to be honest this song seem like having multiple meaning coz actually it's a combination of two original BB unpublished songs ( i've heard both) called "Always" and "Inertia" but overall i think it's about people close to u dies ("crowded streets are cleared away one by one") and there're no closure... and the hero (the writer - Ben Burnley) looked up is the person who died ("hollow heroes separate as they run") and i think the entire song is about crying for another chance to make things right coz it never worked before his hero died.. and long way to go coz as i said it has multiple meaning for the lyrics even for it's MV. i love how they play with a lot of feeling in the MV and i think the MV is one of the most well made MV (i said one most okay ---> meaning there's other but i love the MV)
5. Dear Agony (Dear Agony)
mostly i can say this song is about being in love with your pain coz that's what make u who u are. it's about some inner-depression, physical, whatever that have been apart of you for a very long time and it's kindda like u really want the darkness to go but u cant let it go coz it is apart of u (""cause i can feel you crawl beneath my skin") and i think the whole song is about the whole story of it... somehow it's too abstract yet too clear but i like it very much and idk why i think this song really talk to me in non suicide way. at first impression i would say it's about the pain losing someone close to u and u feel helpless ("i have nothing left to give, i have found the perfect end") and how traumatize he is because of the incident ("take the time to take my breath, i will end where i begin") but as i said before, this song is too abstract yet too clear, people can make their own interpretation. i love the song, i love the lyric and i love the music. Enough said!! it's deserve to be on my top 5 ^^~
that's that.. see ya next time n did i mention i'm looking forward to listen to BB new album?? hahaha i knowww... littlee tooo many freakin time LOL...ppapaii!! ^^~
i know saye hutang banyak "to-be-continued" entries but somehow many things draw my attention that somehow make me think i should hold the entries (macam dah tulis je kan huhuhu) but before anything this song really make me see life (not Breaking Benjamin ya if anyone ask me)..
actually idk, maybe i just somehow dont see the light at the end of the tunnel sometimes (ya, i got heroes to look at but it's not easy to constantly be possessed by their spirit ~ echeh semangat nak tengok new season Supernatural nih) coz okay i admit that my great fall is hard but hey if everything constantly goes smooth and no bumps on the road then where's the fun of that? imma right, right??
so this song is called "Life Is A Highway" and yes silalah kata saye sorang orang yang ketinggalan zaman but WTH? this blog is freakkin mine LOL!! and i can write whatever i want here coz (i'm gonna say it again) i'm the only freakin writer here!! huhuhu....okay back to the song, sang by Rascal Flatts as OST for animated Disney n Pixar movie "Cars", i think the song goes well into the storyline coz okay, naive observation (memang nampak bodo tapi in my innocent naked eyes see it like that even without knowing what the movie is about) Lightning McQueen is a race car, and that is what cars do right?? hit on the road?? huhuhuhu...as i said, naive observation but somehow the journey of the red race car really an eye opener...
so this is the lyrics, enjoy ^^~
"Life Is A Highway" Whooo umm yeah... Life's like a road that you travel on When there's one day here and the next day gone Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand Sometimes you turn your back to the wind There's a world outside ev'ry darkened door Where blues won't haunt you anymore Where brave are free and lovers soar Come ride with me to the distant shore We won't hesitate To break down the garden gate There's not much time left today [Chorus:] Life is a highway I wanna ride it all night long If you're going my way I wanna drive it all night long Through all these cities and all these towns It's in my blood and it's all around I love you now like I loved you then This is the road and these are the hands From Mozambique to those Memphis nights The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights Knock me down get back up again You're in my blood I'm not a lonely man There's no load I can't hold Road so rough this I know I'll be there when the light comes in Just tell 'em we're survivors [Chorus] Gimme gimme gimme gimme yeah [Chorus] There was a distance between you and I (between you and I) A misunderstanding once But now we look it in the eye Ooooo...Yeah! There ain't no load that I can't hold Road so rough this I know I'll be there when the light comes in Just tell 'em we're survivors [Chorus: (x3)] Life is a highway I wanna ride it all night long If you're going my way I wanna drive it all night long Gimme gimme gimme gimme yeah
