well saye agak tersenyum lebar dengan satu artikel hari ni dekat Berita Harian Online tadi...
bukan apa... i am one of the person yang find that memansuhkan PTPTN memang one hell of the stupid idea ever... kalau dikurangkan bunga tu yes i agree la....
bodohla mintak mansuhkn PTPTN tu... yuran universiti ni bukannya bayar pakai daun... saye cakap mcm ni sbb my dad bukan bergaji seorang Mark Zuckerberg hatta Tony Fernandez so jujur saye cakap duit PTPTN ni membantu... my dad x payah pening2 fikir tiap2 awal sem pasal nak biaya yuran saye... (just tiket flight jela) n kurangla sikit tangunggan beliau (walopun kadang2 sayye ade jugak mintak duit)
orang yang mintak PTPTN di tangguhkan ni mesti kurang berakal kan? atau memang jenis xnk bayar... lupakah? setiap hutang perlu dibayar... hatta korang x pose pon kena ganti... gila apa!! pastu bila dah kerja tax melambung... bising lagi.... cubala fikir panjang... adeiii
apastu mintak PTPTN tu jadi biasiswa... hamboiii... cantiknye muka!! saye pon student taw!! saye x dapat biasiswa! dah dapat pinjaman ni kira bersyukur la.. jadi apakah bezanya dengan orang yang study hard siang malam ngan org tuang klas siang malam kalau semuanya jadi biasiswa? attendance je la kan??? brapala nilai scroll korang tu?? pendek akal betul!!
pastu kalau semuanya jadi biasiswa, yuran universiti naik.... 1 lagik demonstrasi akan berlaku... budak2 yang dianggap bijak pandai, pewaris bangsa semua baring2 atas jalan masa study week... bagooosss!!! keep it up!!! kat asrama ada katil, nak baring atas jalan! bijak pandai disitu!
kalau yuran x naik pon kualiti pembelajaran jadi kurang-which i sincerely doubt they notice la coz sibuk sangat baring atas jalan n buat demo sampai x sedar camne rupa bilik kuliah dorng.... ye x? then hey will be another demonstrasi time study week sambil merempuh harta kerajaan/universiti.... bagus kan?
so yang mintak PTPTN tu dimansuhkan apa kata pulangkan duit tu dulu.. pastu korang nak tergolek guling2 atas jalan pon ikut suka korang la... coz my dad working his butt for his family n duit PTPTN tu sikit sebanyak dapat jugak kurangkan beban beliau...
kes hutang masa belajar tu memang x boleh elak la... as i said, bapa saya bukan bergaji CEO so saye yang memilih untuk belajar, so there's a price i gotta pay... bak kata orang, nak masuk toilet pon kena bayar...
so renung2kan la ye
peace ^^~ papai
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Monday, April 16, 2012
saya bukan x bersyukur tapi....
tengah melepak2 sambil carik idea utk esaiment electroacoustic tetiba saye terdengar rumate saye punya telefon berbunyi n bila beliau angkat aje terus suara beliau ceria...
lama gak beliau berborak (owh btw her mom yang call) siap gelak2 lagi...
then i realize jarang or maybe menda ni x pernah jadi kat saya - which is my mom call and tanya khabar n gelak2... i mean i hear my mom's n dad's voice like everyday but i am the one who made the call sampai satu tahap syaitans berbisik "u're not that important as u think u are"
ggggrrrr nyahhh ko setan!!! jangan nak memandai...
actually to be honest my heart n my mind kept having this debate until now... the debate about why am i always the one who make the phone call n say hi tho i am too living in the busy life?
kalau masa saya hidup zaman kat TTJ dulu faham la jugak... saye pakai public phone... sekarang saya pakai handphone... =_='
ikut kan hati memang jujur saya kecik ati kadang2... i mean i cant read people's mind so idk what's on my family's mind. Are they wonder how am i doing.. the only phone call i get is to remind me something. Other than that i am the one who make the phone call and i do most of the talking. No one even ask how am i doing...
not that i really need that coz obviously me, myself know the answer but deep down i just want to feel i have someone who care... at the end i ended up saying they too tired with chores at home. hell i am not too busy coz all i need to worry about is FYP, good grades, midterm, finals, assignments, bla.. bla.. and that's that... see? nothing much and yea i'm always fine... np!
penat nak faham orang...
please bear in mind yang saya bukan manusia yang x taw bersyukur sebab parents saya masih bernafas atas bumi ALLAH ni tapi at some point i just want to know.......... (seriously i cant find words for this sentence)
ye, saya anak sulung, and that's my job to asking and take care of my family but sometimes i grow too tired with this.. the unappreciated feeling... hard to understand why i have to do all this tho i know i dont have to. I can just bail and ignore them but i just cant... i love them too much but somehow i need to know are they feeling the same?
mungkin dorng x nk tunjukkan sangat... dont want to spoil me with that but hey, give me credit here! i do need some treat as well! and the only thing i as is a phone call asking me how am i doing and all the normal questions like all my friends get when their parents call them. is that too much to ask really?
and saya mengaku saya sangat ego untuk memintak something macam ni especially dekat parents saye... nope... this heart to heart thing is not my thing... so agak susah saye nak buat....
ya ALLAH please help me..
lama gak beliau berborak (owh btw her mom yang call) siap gelak2 lagi...
then i realize jarang or maybe menda ni x pernah jadi kat saya - which is my mom call and tanya khabar n gelak2... i mean i hear my mom's n dad's voice like everyday but i am the one who made the call sampai satu tahap syaitans berbisik "u're not that important as u think u are"
ggggrrrr nyahhh ko setan!!! jangan nak memandai...
actually to be honest my heart n my mind kept having this debate until now... the debate about why am i always the one who make the phone call n say hi tho i am too living in the busy life?
kalau masa saya hidup zaman kat TTJ dulu faham la jugak... saye pakai public phone... sekarang saya pakai handphone... =_='
ikut kan hati memang jujur saya kecik ati kadang2... i mean i cant read people's mind so idk what's on my family's mind. Are they wonder how am i doing.. the only phone call i get is to remind me something. Other than that i am the one who make the phone call and i do most of the talking. No one even ask how am i doing...
not that i really need that coz obviously me, myself know the answer but deep down i just want to feel i have someone who care... at the end i ended up saying they too tired with chores at home. hell i am not too busy coz all i need to worry about is FYP, good grades, midterm, finals, assignments, bla.. bla.. and that's that... see? nothing much and yea i'm always fine... np!
penat nak faham orang...
please bear in mind yang saya bukan manusia yang x taw bersyukur sebab parents saya masih bernafas atas bumi ALLAH ni tapi at some point i just want to know.......... (seriously i cant find words for this sentence)
ye, saya anak sulung, and that's my job to asking and take care of my family but sometimes i grow too tired with this.. the unappreciated feeling... hard to understand why i have to do all this tho i know i dont have to. I can just bail and ignore them but i just cant... i love them too much but somehow i need to know are they feeling the same?
mungkin dorng x nk tunjukkan sangat... dont want to spoil me with that but hey, give me credit here! i do need some treat as well! and the only thing i as is a phone call asking me how am i doing and all the normal questions like all my friends get when their parents call them. is that too much to ask really?
and saya mengaku saya sangat ego untuk memintak something macam ni especially dekat parents saye... nope... this heart to heart thing is not my thing... so agak susah saye nak buat....
ya ALLAH please help me..
Friday, April 13, 2012
islands journey
well 1st of all please bear in mind that i am not an adventurous person.. let alone traveler (for fun i mean)... not that i am not one kind of safe player coz i might find myself a risk taker sometimes but just so everyone know i love sea... SAYE SANGAT SUKA LAUT!!!
how crazy i am to the sea? i used to wish to join TLDM (Navy) or at least become marine biologist (tho i never want to take biology as a subject in school) or doing anything to do with ship or submarine...
so long story short, as i live in Sabah and Borneo adalah sebuah pulau yang di kelilingi air, and it have lots of awesome beaches and islands, i decided to take trips to travel to the 3 nearest islands i Kota Kinabalu...
well took me 3 years (an island a year each) to complete them but i'm fine with it.. it's not like i'm in KK just to travel around...
but i really LOVE SABAH ^^!
1st island i went to is Mamuntik Island (April 12th, 2009)...
well saye pegi sana when i was in 1st year... dengan kak shalini n my lalink anis... jujur saya cakap, memang saye adalah manusia yang gila laut sampai x reti nak balik... huhuuu
tp x banyak aktiviti sangat kitorg buat... except snorkeling kat kawasan cetek n x berani pegi jauh2 sampai kat kawasan batu karang (note that i dk how to swim yet that time)
2nd island is Manukan Island (January 2nd, 2011)...
yang ni saye pegi ngan classmates saye... saye suka sangat ngan pulau ni... time ni saye pegi snorkeling sampai kat coral reefs n nampak nemo (clown fish)!! memang best sangat2!! kat sini jugak saye sangat2 x reti nak ballik sampai kena tarik ngan classmates saye suruh saye balik... hahaha!! tp whatever la... yang penting saye seronok... air dia biruu sangat... owh btw ade satu incident saye sedap2 tengah berenang tetiba kaki saye cramp... sib bek x dalam sangat n ada org tolong tarikkn.. pastu naik darat kejap then after 5 minutes saye terjun laut balik!! haha!!
3rd island is Sapi Island (April 11th, 2012)...
trip ni x ramai org ikut, saye, Syue n Kak Shida je yng pegi... tp whatever pun i still have fun... sangat2 best coz 1 jam kitorang snorkeling n i never thought thare's many colors in the sea... unlike Manukan Island, kawasan coral reefs kat Sapi lebih luas n walaupun ikan2 x banyak tp semuanya unik2... i never thought to see neon colored fish (idk the name of the fish) and the scene underwater is always fascinating... sedihnya akibat terlampau excited saye x tido langsung malam before pergi so akibatnya after snorkeling n being pushed by the current, saye mula mabuk laut (jarang jadi menda ni kat saye) n walaupun (and i admit Sapi paling cantik-from my opinion la) cuaca sangat baik n laut sangat cantik, saye ajask kak shida n syue balik awal...
owh btw ari tu jugak Acheh kena gempa bumi n ada amaran tsunami..... alhamdulillah... nasib baik x jadi apa2....
so that's that, my journey to Tunku Abdul Rahman National Park that took 3 years to complete but 1 thing i realize, semakin dekat kita tengok kecantikan ciptaan ALLAH semakin rasa rendah diri... memang saye x tipu... n of course tiap2 kali balik dari pulau memang akan dapat massive sunburn but that's the prize i gotta pay. ^^
i think that's all.. papai ^^~
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| dekat Jesselton Point... nk pegi mana2 pulau kena ikut sini dulu hatta nak g Labuan pon boleh |
so long story short, as i live in Sabah and Borneo adalah sebuah pulau yang di kelilingi air, and it have lots of awesome beaches and islands, i decided to take trips to travel to the 3 nearest islands i Kota Kinabalu...
well took me 3 years (an island a year each) to complete them but i'm fine with it.. it's not like i'm in KK just to travel around...
but i really LOVE SABAH ^^!
1st island i went to is Mamuntik Island (April 12th, 2009)...
well saye pegi sana when i was in 1st year... dengan kak shalini n my lalink anis... jujur saya cakap, memang saye adalah manusia yang gila laut sampai x reti nak balik... huhuuu
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| dekat Mamuntik (muka x sabar nk terjun laut) |
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| ni la mamutik... cantik kan?? |
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2nd island is Manukan Island (January 2nd, 2011)...
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| masa mula2 sampai dekat Manukan Island |
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| ikan nemo ^^~ |
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| manukan ^^~ |
3rd island is Sapi Island (April 11th, 2012)...
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| sapi island |
owh btw ari tu jugak Acheh kena gempa bumi n ada amaran tsunami..... alhamdulillah... nasib baik x jadi apa2....
so that's that, my journey to Tunku Abdul Rahman National Park that took 3 years to complete but 1 thing i realize, semakin dekat kita tengok kecantikan ciptaan ALLAH semakin rasa rendah diri... memang saye x tipu... n of course tiap2 kali balik dari pulau memang akan dapat massive sunburn but that's the prize i gotta pay. ^^
i think that's all.. papai ^^~
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