awkward moment n the lesson in life

ok, yesterday me n my long lost besties (Leeya and Marjorie) ajak mamam2 dekat kedai jual burger bakar... walopun saye agak kaya n berjawatan CEO agak pokai, saye ikut la jugak la just to take my mind off some annoying things happen around me lately.

nak dijadikan kesah, sesi mamam2 yang berlangsung lebih dari sejam (what u expect when 3 best friends sit together?) tetiba jadi awkward bila someone came and asked if the extra chair where we used to place our bags is belong to anyone. Well she came with this guy which we know as one of the douche to "not-so-cute" community like "us". I mean that was like long time ago, when we were "young and stupid" but scars not heal that easy especially to my best friend, Leeya.

I mean Leeya used to have self esteem problem. She used to be this chubby kids with pimples all over and her voice is quite "loud" even when she talk normally. So, she afraid to talk to anyone.

I have almost the same problem up until now. I have this chubby (some might call fat ~~ go ahead, idc) figure, i am not as fair as the other but i guess my self esteem problem struck sometimes.

Marjorie Tan is my friend from KL. When I moved to Seremban, her parents moved here too. Marjorie, unlike any Chinese girl i know actually quite the opposite. Yea her parents are rich but she love sitting with everyone. She embrace the concept of 1 Malaysia truly but the boys always think she is too loud and 'gila kuasa'.

i used to tell her what ppl think of others make me uncomfortable but she would say

"alaa.. macam mana semua orang kata kita baik pun, ada yang nampak keburukan kita"

i mean, she's right ^^~

owh back to the actual stories.

long story short, Marjorie told the girl that she can have the chair but the guy who with her said they want to sit with us. I mean, we're talking girls issue here and a guy and his gf asking to sit with us for no reason?

well, Leeya have a good sense of memory so she send massages to our phone saying 

"tu Mizah ngan Ajib la..."

then the girl who Leeya refer as Mizah said that they know us. i mean i still cant remember but then Marjorie told me that Ajib is the guy who put Leeya through hell. Then it struck me. 

tho me n Leeya n i believe Marjorie too are uncomfortable to allow the couple to sit with us, i guess Marjorie just want to be polite and allow them.

then the merry moment fade. The atmosphere became awkward. 

No one's talking.

"So, apa korang buat sini?" asked Marjorie.

"Makan la" jwb Ajib

then kami makan cepat2 n drive to some other place lepas bayar.

owh btw kami naik keta Marjorie.

************* to be continued*******************

actually saye ade hal so nnt sambung ye ^^~

my favorite Supernatural Season 2 quotes ^^~ (finally)

okay 1st thing 1st...

last week, my friend called asking about when the next season of Supernatural will come out... btw it's Oct 3rd ye...

and once i answered that and mumbling that i cant wait to watch 1st episode of Season 8 (i mean come on!! tho it's like the season 3 finale but i am dying to now what happen next plus i need to keep my reputation of die hard fans..hehe)

and she goes..." Alamak!! biarla lewat sikit.. baru start tengok season 1"

pergghh!! girl u outta ya mind? ppl cant wait for new season n u just want to postpone it??
dah le, dorg slalu hold 2-3 weeks before getting to next episode... boleh suruh hold Season 8??
no way in hell ppl gonna let that happen sweetie!

then "aku baru tengok season 1 sbb ko cuma update quote season 1 aje.."

cheh? saye plak dijadikan sebab awak lambat kenal citer tu?? adush!

so okay la.. sbb dah lama sngat saye hold n janji, okla janji ditepati!

btw i cant decide my fav quotes in Season 2 since my fav episode so far is Season 2...

not that i dont like others season but i think season 2 is kindda less conflict, more fighting/dealing with demon/ghost, and of course la brother's relationship that i love the most in the series.

so ok pedehal banyak sangat.. ni dia..^^~




S02E01: In My Time Of Dying

Dean: Dude, I full on swayz'ed that mother

Dean: Basically they can make themselves appear however they want... Like say.. A pretty girl. 
      You're much prettier than the last reaper I met

Tessa: What are you, some kind of New Agey guy?
Dean:  You see me messing with crystals and listening to Yanni?

Sam: So what, are we supposed to do, just sit here with our thumbs up our ass?


S02E02: Everybody Loves A Clown

Dean: You know what? You're Right. Come here. I'm gonna lay my head gently on your shoulder. 
      Maybe we can even cry, hug. Maybe even slowdance.

Ash: All business up front, party in the back.

Dean: Planes crash, Sam!
Sam: And apparently clowns kill!

Mr. Cooper: You two have never worked a show in your lives before, have you?
Dean: Nope. But we really need the work. So... and ah, Sam here's got a thing for the bearded lady



S02E03: Bloodlust

Dean: Listen to her purr. You ever listen to anything so sweet? 
Sam: You now, if you two want to get a room, just let me know Dean
Dean: Oh dont listen to him, baby (the Impala). He doesn't understand

Sam: I thought you said Gordon was a good hunter?
Ellen: Yeah, and Hannibal Lecter is a good psychiatrist



S02E04: Children Should Not Play With Dead Things

Dean: Neil, it's your grief counselors. We've come to hug

Sam: Where were you ?
Dean: Just working my imaginary case.

(Sam and Dean have finally dug the coffin up)
Dean: (points at coffin) Ladies first.



S02E05: Simon Said

Jo: What?
Dean: REO Speedwagon?
Jo: Damn right, REO, Kevin Cronin sings it from the heart.
Dean: He sings it from the hair, there's a difference.

Sam: Dean! Andy has the Impala!
Dean: I know! He just sort of asked me for it, and then I let him take it...
Sam: You what?!
Dean: He full-on Obi-Wanned me! It's mind control, man!

Andy: Are you really this stupid? You learn you've got a twin, You call him up, you go out for a drink! You don't start killing people!



S02E06: No Exit

Dean: Young girl got kidnapped by an evil cult.
Sam: Yeah, and does this girl have a name?
Dean: Katie Holmes.

Ellen: Guys, bad time.
Sam: Yes mam.
Dean: Yeah, we rarely drink before ten anyway



S02E07: The Unusual Suspects

Dean: What do you think, Scully, want to check it out?
Sam: I'm not Scully, you're Scully.
Dean: No, I'm Mulder. You're a red-headed woman

Sheridan: You murdered them in cold blood just like that girl in St. Louis.
Dean: Oh, yeah, that wasn't me either. That was a shapeshifter creature that only looked like me



S02E08: Crossroad Blues

Sam: So?
Dean: The secretary's name is Carly. She's 23, she kayaks, and they're real.
Sam: You didn't happen to ask her if she's seen any black dogs lately, did you?
Dean: Every complaint called in this week about everything big, black or dog-like. There's 19 calls in all. And I don't know what this thing is.
Sam: You mean Carly's MySpace address?
Dean: Yeah, MySpace. What the hell is that? Seriously, is that, like, some sort of porn site?

Dean: So you know who I am.
Crossroad Demon: I get the newsletter.



S02E09: Croatoan

Sam: Didn't you pay any attention in school?
Dean: Yeah. How bills become laws, the shot heard 'round the world...
Sam: That's not school! That's Schoolhouse Rock!
Dean: .... Whatever

Duane: Has anyone seen my mom and dad?
Dean: (has shot and killed both) Awkward




S02E10: Hunted

Sam: Are you okay?
Ava: Am I okay? I just helped you steal some dead guy's confidential file. I'm AWESOME!

Dean: This is a whole new level of moronic, even for you

Sam: All right, so where to next, man?
Dean: One word, Amsterdam.
Sam: Dean!
Dean: Come on, man. I hear the coffee shops don’t even serve coffee

Ellen: Now, Dean, they say you can’t protect your loved ones forever. Well, I say screw that -- what else is family for?



S02E11: Playthings

Dean: we gotta figure this out and fast. so what did ya find out about granny? 
Sam: YOU'RE BOSSY!
Dean: what?
Sam: you're bossy.....and short! (chuckles)
Dean: are you drunk!?
Sam: yeah! so.........stupid! 
Dean: dude come on! what do ya think we're working a case!?

Sam: So it can't be Rose. Heck, maybe it's not even hoodoo.
Dean: You know, she could be faking.
Sam: Yeah, what do you wanna do, poke her with a stick? (Dean nods) Dude, you are not gonna poke her with a stick!

Dean: Hey, are those antique dolls? ‘Cause this one, this one here, he has a major doll collection back home. (grins at Sam) Don’t ya?
Sam: (reluctantly) Big time.
Dean: Big time. Yeah, you think he could come… well, we could come in and take a look?
Susan: I don’t know…
Dean: Please? Please, I mean he loves them. He’s not gonna tell you this, but he’s always dressing ‘em up in these little tiny outfits and I mean, you’d make his day. She would, huh?
Sam: (glaring at Dean) It’s true.



S02E12: Nighshifter

Dean: Looks like Mr. Okey-dokey is... okey-dokey.

Ronald: This is not a robbery! Everybody on the floor, now!

Ronald: The thing I let into the bank... wasn't Juan. I mean, it had his face, but it wasn't his face. Ah, every detail was perfect but too perfect, you know, like if a dollmaker made it, like I was talking to a big Juan doll.
Sam: A Juan doll?



S02E13: Houses of the Holy

Dean: You know what, there's a ton of lore on unicorns too. In fact, I hear that they ride on silver moonbeams, and that they shoot rainbows out of their ass!
Sam: Wait. there's no such thing as unicorns?
Dean: That's cute

Dean: Well, I learned a valuable lesson. Always take down your Christmas decorations after New Years, or you might get filleted by hooker from God. HA!

Dean: Man, you have got to try this because there really is magic in the magic fingers.
Sam: Dude. You're enjoying that way too much. It's kinda making me uncomfortable.
Dean: What am I supposed to do? You got me on lockdown here. I'm bored out of my skull.
Sam: Hey, you were the bank robber on the 11 o'clock news, not me.

Sam: Dude, all right, I'll admit, we've gone pretty ghetto with spellwork before, but this takes the cake! I mean, a Spongebob placemat instead of an altar cloth?!
Dean: We'll just put it Spongebob-side down



S02E14: Born Under a Bad Sign

Dean: This guy? (to Sam) You were drinking malt liquor? 
Clerk: Not after he whipped the bottle at my friggin’ head! 
Dean: This guy? 
Clerk: What, am I speaking Urdu?

Manager: It’s past checkout and I’ve got a couple here who needs a room. 
Dean: Yeah, I bet they do.

Dean: (talking on the phone) Hi, so sorry to bother you but, my son snuck out of the house last night and went to a Justin Timberlake concert... What? Uhhh yeah... Justin's quite the triple threat.



S02E15:Tall Tales

Dean: What the hell?!
Sam: I don't know.
Dean: Well seriously dude, what the hell?!
Sam: (yells) I don't know!! I mean first The Haunting, now this? The timing alone. There's gotta be some sort of connection here.
Dean: What? You mean between the angry spirit and uh... the sexed up ET? What could the connection possibly be?

Dean: You heard of what happened to him right?
Frat Guy: Yeah, he said it was aliens... but you know, whatever.
Sam: Look man, I know this all has to be so hard...
Frat Guy: Not so much.
Sam: But I want you to know... I'm here for you. (pause) You brave little soldier. I acknowledge your pain. Come here. (hugs him) Too precious for this world.


Bobby: If you two had bothered to pull your heads out of your asses, it all would’ve been pretty clear.
Dean: What?
Bobby: What you’re dealing with.
Dean: I got nothing. 
Sam: Me neither.
Bobby: You got a trickster on your hands.
Dean: That’s what I thought!
Sam: No, you didn't!!

Sam: Dean. This is a very serious investigation. We don't have time for any of your blah blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah. Blah... blah blah blah. Blah blah blah blah. Blah




S02E16: Roadkill

Molly: Oh, thank God!
Dean: Call me Dean

Sam: Now you can walk in there, and we're not gonna stop you.
Dean: Yeah, but you are gonna freak him right out... for life.

Dean: (to Molly) Sam's always getting a little J. Love Hewitt when it comes to things like this




S02E17: Heart

Sam: Dean, could you be a bigger geek about this?
Dean: I'm sorry man, but what about a human by day, a freak animal killing machine by night don't you understand? I mean, werewolves are badass. We haven't seen one since we were kids.
Sam: Okay, Sparky. And you know what? After we kill it, we can go to Disneyland!

Sam: (answers his cell) Hey.
Dean: I found him.

Sam: Good, don't keep your eyes off him.
Dean: (looks at stripper) Oh, my eyes are glued. Look Sammy I gotta let 'cha go I uh (clears throat) I don't wanna miss anything. (gives the stripper a dollar and hangs up his cell)

Dean: (to Madison) How you doin'? My head feels great. Thanks

Sam: Can I ask you a question? I, it's, it's a little personal.
Madison: You've seen my entire underwear collection. Go ahead



S02E18 Hollywood Babylon

Brad: Uh, excuse me, green-shirt guy? Yeah, yeah, you, come here. Could you get me a smoothie from craft?
Dean: You want a what from who?

Dean: Sam, check it out, it's Matt Damon.
Sam: Yeah, pretty sure that's not Matt Damon.
Dean: No, it is.
Sam: Well, Matt Damon just picked up a broom and started sweeping.

Sam: You know, maybe the spirits are trying to shut down the movie because they think it sucks. 'Cause, I mean, it kind of does

Dean: What's a PA?
Sam: I think they're kinda like slaves



S02E19: Folsom Prison Blues

Sam: You're sure it's him?
Dean: Pretty sure.
Sam: Considering our circumstances I'm gonna need a little bit better than 'pretty sure'.
Dean: Really pretty sure.

Dean: Save room for dessert, Tiny, hehe. Hey, I'd wanna ask you, 'cos I couldn't not notice you are two tones of fun. Just curious, is this like thyroid problem or is this some deep self-esteem issue? 'Cause you know, they're just donuts, they're not love.

Dean: Would you look at that? I'm freaking velvety smooth.
Sam: You may wanna be open it up after, you know, you're done slapping yourself on the back?

Sam: How you doing?
Randall: I’m 54 years old, mopping the floors of a crapper with bars on the window. How do you think I’m doing?

Henricksen: You think you're funny?
Dean: I think I'm adorable.




S02E20: What Is And What Should Never Be

Dean: Oh, Auntie Em. There’s no place like home.
Sam: Thank God. I thought I lost you for a second.
Dean: You almost did.

Sam: You're having some kind of psychotic breakdown.
Dean: I wish

Carmen: What do you say later we get you a cheeseburger?
Dean: Oh god yes. How’d I end up with such a cool chick?
Carmen: I just got low standards

Dean: That lawn looks like it could use some mowing.
Mary: You want to mow the lawn?
Dean: Are you kidding me, I'd love to mow the lawn.
Mary: Knock yourself out. You'd think you've never mowed a lawn in your life.



S02E21: All Hell Break Loose pt 1

Sam: We're looking for iron, silver, salt, anything that can be used as a weapon.
Jake: Salt is a weapon?
Sam: It's a brave new world.
Andy: Well, I hope there's food in your new world, 'cause I'm friggin' starving

Dean: Don't forget the extra onions this time!
Sam: Dude, I'm the one who's gonna have to ride in the car with your extra onions.
Dean: Hey, see if they've got any pie. Bring me some pie. I love me some pie

Ava: My fiancé, Brady, if I’ve been missing for that long he must be freaking out! (notices Andy)
Andy: Hey. Andy. Also freaking out.


Sam: I've seen that bell before. I think I know where we are now. Cold Oak, South Dakota, a town so haunted, every single resident fled.
Ava: Swell... Good to know we're somewhere so historical



S02E22: All Hell Break Loose pt 2

Bobby: What is it with you Winchesters? Huh? You, your dad, you're both just itching to throw yourselves down the pit.

Yellow Eyed Demon: So, Dean. I gotta thank you. You see, demons can't resurrect people unless a deal is made. I know, red tape, it'll make you nuts. But thanks to you, Sammy's back in rotation. I wasn't counting on that, but I'm glad. I liked him better than Jake anyhow.

Yellow Eyed Demon: Boys shouldn't play with Daddy's guns.

Bobby: I could throttle you. 
Dean: What? And send me downstairs ahead of schedule?

Jake: Go to Hell.
Yellow Eyed Demon: Been there, done that


well since janji ditepati sudah, saye x berjanji nak cepatkn buat quote season 3 tp saye cuba secepat yg boleh

tapi dalam banyak2 characters memang saye sangat suka Dean.. i even love to quote him.. hehe
yup, he's too funny ^^~

that's that
papai ^^~

bound to you...

saye kurang gemar dengar radio dalam keta time drive, klu dengar pun kadang2 aje,

sbb saye bawak kancil, yang boleh masuk cassette tape tu aje so sebab menda alah tu dah x wujud lagi, saye just dengar radio ajela.. itu pun kadang2. most of the time saye pasang lagu dkt phone saye... hehe

but 1 thing for sure, i love to sing along...

walaupun lagu Breaking Benjamin n 3 Doors Down sentiasa jadi pilihan, saye dengar jugak lagu lain.. nak bagi kelainan selalunya say6e shuffle playlist saye tu...

one of the songs yang lately saye suka walaupun dah berabad dah lagu tu is Bound to You by Christina Aguilera.

lagu ni actually one of the soundtrack for the movie Burlesque. One of my fav movie that have no Jensen Ackles... HAHA

n the only musical movie that i like...

sebab suara dia nyaring2 n ala2 soprano, saye akan sing along mcm tu jugak.. hehe biarpun x sedap tp what can i say, i love to sing along tho usually it always go off the key... hehe

so ni lagu dia

Bound To You by Christina Aguilera

Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I’ve opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us
You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way

I am bound to you
I am bound to you

So much, so young, I’ve faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I’m strong and I’m sure there’s a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure
I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I embrace myself, please don’t tear this apart

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can’t you see that I’m bound in chains?
I’ve finally found my way

I am bound to you
I am bound to

Suddenly the moment’s here
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all? Come this far just to fall?
Fall

I can trust and boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains?
And finally found my way

I am bound to you
I am, ooh I am
I’m bound to you

apologize

well it annoys me to think that some ppl think they better than others buy judging from the outside.

i mean, i've been misunderstood my whole life for something i dont mean to do

it's not like i tend to hurt others but i wonder why some ppl read my act wrong

for example,

i told my juniors that they need to create their own group in FB so their non related questions that got nothing to do with us wont pop up in our (non involved) notification.

idk what's in their mind coz they ended up saying their announcement are not important as senior's.

i dont meant to hurt their feelings.. i'm not even started the idea of the uncomfortable feelings they have towards the notifications. i just told them one way to solve the problems..

i know not many ppl have same opinion so they tend to misunderstood what i meant to say

but i meant no harm... at least they should know that...

so FE juniors.. i'm so sorry.. its not like i want to show my seniority to u guys...

i always love my FE community
coz FE buddy is kindda like my life believe it or not...

so that's that

papai^^~

Sweet Child O'Mine

Okay before anything, the title got nothing to do with Guns n' Roses...
It just some old game that i found in my old document.. weird but it actually quite fun hehe
so jom main!!

RULES :
Put your music library on shuffle. 
For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 
You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough. 
Ok, go!
When you're done, tag at least 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

1.      If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say
Keep Holding On by Avril Lavinge (Hahaha... memang mintak penampar nnt)

2.      How would you describe yourself?
All I Ever Wanted by Kelly Clarkson... (^^,)

3.      What do you like in a guy/girl?
Back At One by Brian McKnight..

4.      How do you feel today?
Life Is Wonderful by Jason Mraz...  (I do feel this ^^~)

5.      What is your life’s purpose?
Come Clean by Hilary Duff... (hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm)

6.      What's your motto?
Here I Am by Marion Raven (Well weird but i do like it ^^~)

7.      What do your friends think of you?
Magic by Selena Gomez (HOHOHO!! riak kejap)

8.      What do you think of your parents?
Stairway To Heaven by Led Zepplin (nice... )

9.      What do you think about very often?
Saturate (I Wish I May) by Breaking Benjamin (......)

10.  What is 2 + 2?
A Loaded Smile by Adam Lambert (idk any relation from the question n the answer)

11.  What do you think of your best friend(s)?
Firely by Breaking Benjamin (hehe...)

12.  What do you think of the person you like?
There's Gotta Be More To Life by Stacie Orrico (^^~)

13.  What is your life story?
Crazy by Gnarls Barkley (hehe.. i agree)

14.  What do you want to be when you grow up?
I Wanna Have Your Babies by Natasha Beddingfield (@_@ haha yea i love babies but the answer really..)

15.  What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Fallen Angel by Backstreet Boys (awww_~~)

16.  What will you dance to at your wedding?
Dream On by Aerosmith (haha.. tajuk best tapi giler sloww HAHA)

17.  What will they play at your funeral?
Ticket To Heaven by 3 Doors Down (errkk...?!?!)

18.  What is your biggest fear?
Step Into The Light by Darren Hayes (@_@)

19.  What is your biggest secret?
Make It Mine by Jason Mraz (haha... shhh)

20.  What will you post this as?
Sweet Child O'Mine by Guns n' Roses

the goodbye

it's already end of industrial training

honestly tho i enjoy myself being a part of the family, i missed waking up late without worrying i still didnt iron my tudung... hehe...

well to be perfectly accurate, i'm joining AND Seremban, Telekom Malaysia for like 3 months and now i am trying my best to get job before graduation

kalau nak cerita benda2 heppy kat office ni mcm2 la... jauh n lain sangat dr apa yang saye dengar (yes lain padang lain belalang)
i mean this is an office after all... office politics are everywhere hatta so saye x pelik sangat la...
but i love when i am nicely treated here. Office ni kurang perempuan tp i am not left here alone... ada aje perempuan... n sebab boleh bilang dengan jari, kami sentiasa kluar sama2 tp slalunya akan dengar citer pasal hal ehwal rumah tangga la mcm harga pampers dah naik... hehe

saye x dilayan macam saye seorang intern.. i am treated like i am one of them... pegi site, balik malam... tapi sebab saye perempuan, xde la panjat2 tiang atau masuk manhole...
owh kerja pegi site ni sebenarnya keja budak2 laki je sbb yg perempuan buat system (tp bukanla semua)

n sebab saye masih MUDA, tiap2 kali saye pegi rumah akak2 or abang2 ni, saye dapat main dengan baby yang lagi muda n kecik dari Adik Izzati... haha!!!

n saye jugak dapat duit raye... AHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

anyway yang mula mesti akan habis...
as much i love the situation in the office, i have to leave the office n the fun there since my LI is done...

to semua2, akak2, abg2, pakcik2 n akak2 cleaner n akak2 guard or specifically TM Rasah crew n AND staffs... THANK YOU SOOO MUCH for everything... ^^~

sebahagian drpd AND team w/ their families... ^^~ (kat hujung tu Izzati dok menyorok dengan anak Kak Siti) 

saye yang (perasan kejap) kreatif

KASUT BARU...

hehe..xde la... kasut lama but since saye seorang CEO yang kaya raya  ... saye telah bertindak untuk me-recycle  kasut saye... errr sorry... correct term is reuse.... hehe

actually kasut saye dah buruk tp boleh pakai lagi...

n kerja2 yang suruh jadi kreatif ni mmng saye suka *kreatif la sssnnngggaaatt*


ni la hasil yg x seberapa tu... hehe

hehe

simple je...

adalah dimaklumkan yang saya buat bunga tu aje ye... bukannya kasut....

pastu hepi je saye pakai kasut tu pegi ofis hari ni...

hehe *gelak riak*

okla tu je...

papai ^^~