evil angel???

ouch!! okay this is super freakin annoying things ever in the history of annoying people ever existed in the century...  i really hate people who show her/his "angelic" side when her/his "evil mask" is reveal like more times than electron is attracted to proton (sometimes i really should act genius by writing genius words) and yet she/he claim to be the most noble human being ever born!! i mean watdefak? ppl are not blind u know and to show ur "angelic" side while u still doing ur devil work is.. how do i put this... okay!! hypocrite!!! end of story... yes i remember my teacher once said that never look at ppl evilness no matter how big their mistake is coz we are not GOD to judge people's heart.. i agree with that but lately i think i am blinded by her/his evilness even more kindness she/he done to me coz somehow i never forget.. i think i found my dark side after all... i never forget.. yes i forgive that person but somehow i wonder if she/he really should earn that?

well i really hate this person to be honest coz somehow that moron did not attacking just me but my whole loved one... so tell me that is worth silence..?

my biggest mistake after all with this person is i used to think that person is waayyy too nice than my own family and those who ever got my back from the start... i was blindfolded after all but being as one who (ppl say) can control myself n be calm in every situation, i should've know this from the beginning... i mean how stupid i am that time??

but now i see those evilness i hope i dont make the same mistake... coz it not effect me... my pride n my family also at stake...

there.. pride... one of the seven deadly sin which i have in me... but seriously i meant to change it into a good deed somehow... saint within the sinner...that's what Ben wrote.. huhuhu...

gotta stop now... i am supposly in the middle of writing my thesis hut somehow i stopped... actually for brunch (wholemeal bread, peanut butter and strawberry jam n nescafe) and laundry... huhuhu

so that's that for now... papai...