the makeup lesson

After 2 weeks membebel akibat kemalasan saye keluar bersama-sama, akhirnya saye ikut jugak Marjorie n Leeya keluar walaupun malas masih bersarang... almaklumla, mood bermalasan masih tinggi

pagi kemarin bersamaan hari Jumaat, Marjorie datang jemput saye dengan keta baru (ayah dia bayar... hehe) dia.. memula banyak jugak alasan saye, lagipun, still pukul 0830... kami pon pegi kedai mamak

#FunFact: Marjorie sentiasa makan nasik lemak pagi2 tanpa miss walau sekali =P

rupa2nya Leeya dah tunggu, mesti dorg ni ada plan nih.. #hampeh sungguh main ambush saye pagi2..

sambil makan, masing2 mula bercerita, btw, Marjorie nak sambung belajar n Leeya pun sama just part time la... sambil2 tu Leeya merungut pasal budak2 ofis dia yang sangat2 suka merendah-rendahkan chubby-type girl mcm Leeya

kata Leeya

"aku taw la aku ni gemuk, tapi kenapa bila aku pakai make-up diorg kata aku salah tempat keje? bukannya tebal sangat makeup aku pakai"

for the record, Leeya x pernah pakai makeup bila pegi mana2 except compact powder n lip balm aje

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well Heidi can pull on w/o makeup and just walk outside n still
look pretty rite?

so, moral citer ni bukan saye nak blabbing about stop being such a jerk coz i believe i have posted about this like loooonnnggg ago but the make-up thingy...

to me, full on make-up face either tebal or not is subjective

simple equation, kalau org tu dah biasa pakai makeup, they will think (walaupun tebal) it just normal, not too much but kalau org x pernah pakai makeup, calit lipbalm pun dorg kata mcm joker (villain citer Batman ye)

saye teringat masa saye 15, at my young age, i dont get exposed much on makeup and one time i just put on some body powder at my face (super thin layer) n ppl start saying i do look different wearing makeup tho i actually just put some body powder, but now, tho i' wearing makeup, unless i go for crazy rave color of eyeshadow or super thick eyeliner, my ummi will goes, "cubala kamu pakai bedak sikit!! bukannya kamu budak2 lagi"

so temanya, just be u,

coz bila org yg x biasa pakai makeup, bila dia pakai, org akan cakap macam pakai topeng coz somehow she herself feel awkward with the her condition n kalau org terbiasa pakai makeup, bila x pakai makeup, org akan tegur muka dia pucat n everything...

susah kan nak puaskan mata semua orang?

so the lesson here is to hell with how people think of u

coz i always think that confident is always the best outer layer any girls can wear weather u with makeup or not

tebal or not the makeup to me is subjective

some ppl says they go with natural look but since other ppl cant see the process behind them, they might dont know how many layer of foundation, compact powder, concealer, loose powder etc they put on

i'd say this coz one of my friend, is so lucky coz she have the exact same shades of foundation and powder to her skin which many dont have including me. one time we want to go out together and while waiting for her to get ready, i actually saw her ongoing makeup process. well honestly, a pretty well flawless that look like dont-need-much is actually need way too many things to be done

and she ended up with effortless makeup job and she look natural tho it too almost half and hour to get ready

i mean i take like half an hour to put on makeup alone too so i told her why she need 30 minutes to look like just what u already look like?

so that's that
papai ^^~

sume gambar adalah dari pakcik gugel

unreasonable RM10

panas je hati!!

jarang saye beli makan pagi sejak saya balik ke tanah air (hehe) 

yela, klu kat KK, confirm2 la nak breakfast x sempat coz bangun2 je kena lari g kelas (pukul 10) 

tapi as my job is babysitting my sis at the hospital, i have to get myself breakfast

since idk where is the nearest cafeteria in this hospital, i went a little further outside the hospital area

menunggu dengan penuh sabar

so i bought my breakfast at mamak stall 

the wait for the food i ordered? like waiting for Dr Black Jack snapped out the anime world and ask me to be his Pinoko (minus the short figure)... owh btw i wast even ordered a steak that everybody know takes years to cook... i just ordered a friggin fried noodle n iced nescafe 

yet it took almost 1 hour and half to get my friggin breakfast and only 3 ppl in the restaurant..

then what shocked me more is that the overall price is RM10!!!

i mean WTF???

sabar ajela

if i knew i should just go and eat KFC or wait till i get home =_='

okla that's that

papai

12-12-12 is the day i learn something ^^~

saye masih belum start keje lagi walaupun dah almost 2 months saye graduate

ummi n ayah dah start bising2 n sampai satu tahap saye jadi macam manusia kena rasuk je (literally speaking) sbb xde issu lain n some mula mempertikaikan sebab saye blajar sampai dapat degree

antara sebab musabab lain yg buat dorg kata saye x dapat keje n org xna amek saye keje is sbb saye sangat GEMUK! susah nak bergerak coz trlalu berat!

*i mean WTF???* seriously?

worse? dorg kata sbb saye lambat habis belajar (dr kawan2 saye yg x sambung belajar) is saye dok kat UMS untuk makan aje

*double WTF??????*

but then today, saye ditugaskan bawak my sis (Anis) pegi klinik. lepas tu dia kena refer ke hospital coz doctor suspect dia ada apendiks (idk this spelling/term is right)

so saye pon driv dia ke KPJ, handle everything yg ada kaitan dengan my sis la dekat hospital tu n balik rumah, btw Anis kena admit masuk wad coz lpas tu kena operate buang appendiks tu

balik rumah, ambik ummi bawak pegi hospital, amik fatin dari keje, n then achik (bunyi mcm sikit tapi actually sangat banyak keje) and i do that all by myself coz ummi kena handle rumah utk angah punya upcoming engagement

masa doctor tu check anis, dia cakap

"nasib baik cuti sekolah, boleh jugak u teman adik u dtg sini"
saye reply "apa pulak kaitan cuti sekolah?"
"kalau u sekolah macam mana nak hantar adik u datang sini.. "
"saye dah lama habis sekolah la.."
"oh, saye ingat u baru habis SPM"

HAHA!! saye nampak muda!! ^^~

so then saye realized, banyak resume saye hantar n most of them rejected
tho most of the time i feel like loser but i think now saye nampak hikmah apa yg terjadi

i always said i want to help my family
n i always thought i can help them once i got a job n i feel like nothing else i can do before that but kata doctor tu jugak, if i didnt bring her sooner, apendiks tu boleh pecah n caused internal bleeding or something (i mean i'm not an expert) but long story short, it may become worse

so since everyone is busy, i guess my little help could help her

at least in the beautiful date (12/12/12), i learn that there's a reason why ALLAH still hold my future job to help my family, i actually need to start small n HE knows best

ALHAMDULILLAH ^^~

get well soon my sis

ok that's that
papai