12-12-12 is the day i learn something ^^~

saye masih belum start keje lagi walaupun dah almost 2 months saye graduate

ummi n ayah dah start bising2 n sampai satu tahap saye jadi macam manusia kena rasuk je (literally speaking) sbb xde issu lain n some mula mempertikaikan sebab saye blajar sampai dapat degree

antara sebab musabab lain yg buat dorg kata saye x dapat keje n org xna amek saye keje is sbb saye sangat GEMUK! susah nak bergerak coz trlalu berat!

*i mean WTF???* seriously?

worse? dorg kata sbb saye lambat habis belajar (dr kawan2 saye yg x sambung belajar) is saye dok kat UMS untuk makan aje

*double WTF??????*

but then today, saye ditugaskan bawak my sis (Anis) pegi klinik. lepas tu dia kena refer ke hospital coz doctor suspect dia ada apendiks (idk this spelling/term is right)

so saye pon driv dia ke KPJ, handle everything yg ada kaitan dengan my sis la dekat hospital tu n balik rumah, btw Anis kena admit masuk wad coz lpas tu kena operate buang appendiks tu

balik rumah, ambik ummi bawak pegi hospital, amik fatin dari keje, n then achik (bunyi mcm sikit tapi actually sangat banyak keje) and i do that all by myself coz ummi kena handle rumah utk angah punya upcoming engagement

masa doctor tu check anis, dia cakap

"nasib baik cuti sekolah, boleh jugak u teman adik u dtg sini"
saye reply "apa pulak kaitan cuti sekolah?"
"kalau u sekolah macam mana nak hantar adik u datang sini.. "
"saye dah lama habis sekolah la.."
"oh, saye ingat u baru habis SPM"

HAHA!! saye nampak muda!! ^^~

so then saye realized, banyak resume saye hantar n most of them rejected
tho most of the time i feel like loser but i think now saye nampak hikmah apa yg terjadi

i always said i want to help my family
n i always thought i can help them once i got a job n i feel like nothing else i can do before that but kata doctor tu jugak, if i didnt bring her sooner, apendiks tu boleh pecah n caused internal bleeding or something (i mean i'm not an expert) but long story short, it may become worse

so since everyone is busy, i guess my little help could help her

at least in the beautiful date (12/12/12), i learn that there's a reason why ALLAH still hold my future job to help my family, i actually need to start small n HE knows best

ALHAMDULILLAH ^^~

get well soon my sis

ok that's that
papai