GNO (Girls Night Out):-mentally rest from many becoming things hohoho!!

well i supposedly went study and finished my need-to-be-submit-on-Monday assignment but after send my lalink back to her house (she live at 1B now), my friend AJ, asked me to go n spend a girls night out at KK... at first i was like... hmm...  (a bit hesitate there) but then i thought well this should be fun.. so we went after Maghrib prayer...

but before that, me, my lalink and AJ went to karaoke.. and idk how she feel but i can see AJ was like 0_o?? haha... since both of us (Anis and me) have "Simon will suicide if he find us make album and become the best artiste of the decade" voice... hahaha.. sorry AJ.. that is Anis n my have-to-do things all the time...

the actual idea is we want (actually she want) to watch movie called Al-Hijab (idk is this the right spelling) but then there's only showed at 4.15p.m so, we just went around the shopping mall doing window shopping at CP... owh and Aj showed me one hell of yummy hotdog and i LOVE it sooo much... actually what wereally do is window shopping and then taking pictures... well i should brought my digital camera back then but (how could i??) forgot...

this is "hinava"

then we went to EAT... haha


owh.. kami makan dekat tepi laut and... the things that i like the most there is called "hinava".. it's a local Sabahan food made from raw fish, mango, onions, lime, chillies and maybe some other stuffs that idk but unlike shushi (well some of them is raw right?), this tastes better... well after all i have Malaysian tongue... ^^~


well it's not that i have never done that but somehow i LOVE what we did.. just girls night out (GNO) and no boys include and (this might sound weird) just only two of us (coz so two is a friend three is a crowd maybe?) means we can do what we want (like not all have the same thought) so the less the better.. tho sometimes the more the merrier but i think the idea is just for proper plan not some random on-the-spot plan...

then photography activities... haha...

well THANK YOU VERY MUCH AJ coz show me a lot of new things (tho i live almost 3 years in Sabah)... ^^~

owh btw since my camera phone resolution quite "very good" so most of the pic came from AJ.. thanks AJ!!!

owh.. and fun fact!! i went out WITHOUT ANY MAKE-UP on my face today... hahaha... so my face kinda weird maybe?

that's that... papai!!!

coffee anyone??

well all i can say is that am addicted to caffeine n i cannot live with that legal "drug" since ever..

it's not that dont try dairy thingy like chocolate milk but i guess i cant take it like ever... i mean like


"This thing having less oummppphh then coffee people!!"

so coffee anyone?? (^^,)

merapu meraban pt 7... (where is the light???)

well i am about to destroy myself...
reason?? plain and simple... i still cant find my rajin mood
i have like few upcoming mid-term next week, dozens of tutorial and assignment to be submit, i cannot find tthe first line to start my thesis, and bla bla bla....

arggghh!!!!

"OWHHH PELISS LA MOOD RAJINNNN.... DATANG LA PADAKUUUU..." 

mood: malas and tensen
tindakan: xde...
hipothesis: makin bertambah kerja, perasaan nak buat makin xde...
further action:...........=_='

"Lie To Me"

well i'm still pissed...

and i listen to this song over and over but to be honest this song wasnt my typical Breaking Benjamin favorite sound but i guess i can relate...

 this is on of rare songs by them which i love (well rare or easy to found songs i always love all BB's songs rite ^^~)

so i think the lyric says it all and for those who ask me y i pissed n post this lyrics, just read my recent entry... ^^~

here's the song n lyrics... enjoy =)

"Lie To Me"

No named bars dead end stars
Empty roads to nowhere
Unlocked cars life's so far
There's no here to get there
As fast as I run
Could you catch me for once
It's the last time I learn my lesson the hard way


Because you lost
Because I just love to hate you
Because you lost me


Cold and clean perfect dream
I don't ever want them
Hand me down white washed town
Another bully anthem
As fast as I run
Could you catch me for once
It's the last time I learn my lesson the hard way


Because you lost
Because I just love to hate you
Because you lost me


You lost
You lie to me
You lie
You lie to me
You lied
You lie to me


As fast I run
Could you catch me for once
It's the last time I learn my lesson the hard way


Because you lost
Because I just love to hate you
Because you lost me


You lost
Because I just love to hate
Because you lost me


i think i should get back to my thesis now.. papai ^^~

evil angel???

ouch!! okay this is super freakin annoying things ever in the history of annoying people ever existed in the century...  i really hate people who show her/his "angelic" side when her/his "evil mask" is reveal like more times than electron is attracted to proton (sometimes i really should act genius by writing genius words) and yet she/he claim to be the most noble human being ever born!! i mean watdefak? ppl are not blind u know and to show ur "angelic" side while u still doing ur devil work is.. how do i put this... okay!! hypocrite!!! end of story... yes i remember my teacher once said that never look at ppl evilness no matter how big their mistake is coz we are not GOD to judge people's heart.. i agree with that but lately i think i am blinded by her/his evilness even more kindness she/he done to me coz somehow i never forget.. i think i found my dark side after all... i never forget.. yes i forgive that person but somehow i wonder if she/he really should earn that?

well i really hate this person to be honest coz somehow that moron did not attacking just me but my whole loved one... so tell me that is worth silence..?

my biggest mistake after all with this person is i used to think that person is waayyy too nice than my own family and those who ever got my back from the start... i was blindfolded after all but being as one who (ppl say) can control myself n be calm in every situation, i should've know this from the beginning... i mean how stupid i am that time??

but now i see those evilness i hope i dont make the same mistake... coz it not effect me... my pride n my family also at stake...

there.. pride... one of the seven deadly sin which i have in me... but seriously i meant to change it into a good deed somehow... saint within the sinner...that's what Ben wrote.. huhuhu...

gotta stop now... i am supposly in the middle of writing my thesis hut somehow i stopped... actually for brunch (wholemeal bread, peanut butter and strawberry jam n nescafe) and laundry... huhuhu

so that's that for now... papai...

kepantangan saye!!

baru2 ni kepala saye dihempuk dengan buku tanpa sebab... well maybe orang tu ingat i can take everything as a joke tapi wrong idea coz free2 je anak orang 2 makan penampar jepun.. sorry dear but i got limit too... so ni saye senaraikan beberapa kepantangan saye yang hopefully tolong la no one dengan senang hati je nak buta coz one of my nature i always assume ppl understand me n "sendiri mau ingat la" what they should or shouldnt do to others...

1) jangan main kepala saye atau orang len dengan kasar depan saye!!

 bukan nya ape.. one thing i thing ppl should respect is their thought n those things come from brain n ur brain is stuck inside ur head!! well kalau usap 2 len citer la tapi kalau ketuk (x kira la lembut @ kasar) ngan sengaja kepala orang memang kepantangan saye.. sorry 2 say...

2) amek/guna barang saye x letak tempat asal balik

meja saye masa 1st year tp jarang berkemas

haa... yang ni memang slalu sangat jadi!! well x letak kat tempat asal but in the territory kat mana awak amek or tempat saye pon okay... i still can bear when ppl use my stuff without permission but be responsible la.. BARANG ORANG!! kadang2 dah la letak kat tempat dia plak pastu bila rosak sorang tak ngaku!! panas taw x??!!~

3) guna barang saye, ubah keadaan

contoh terbaik bila orang pinjam handphone saye n nak tengok/godak2.. fine tapi jangan la sesuka je tukar2 ringtone tu.. macam kat rumah.. kalau saye x sedar saye sorang je dengar lagu macam 2, confirm sume x bangun pegi skolah... pinjam boleh.. alter jangan!!!

4) pinjam barang saye, kalau rosak ngaku lah woi!!

yang ni memang saye pantang... kalau saye jumpe tang mana yang rosak tu boleh plak cakap memang macam 2 masa mula2 amek... haiszz... ataupun bila saye membebel pasal barang saye yg rosak 2 wat donno je x pun boleh tanya balik mcm mana boleh rosak!! i dont aspect ppl to apologize but take responsibility la sikit.. n saye bukan jenis makan org n saye jarang suh org ganti barang saye yg rosak but at least mengaku.. susah ke??

5)memperkotak-katik appearance orang len macam awak 2 bagus sangat..

saye paling x suka org judge org len based on appearance!! memang la ppl can speak their opinion but dah memang macam 2 rupa dia nak menyampah buat ape?? pastu kritik pasal the way ppl dressed-up n so on.. let they be themself la... ape masaklah awak???

6) mengutuk family saye
ha.. yang ni lagi bikin panas... WHAT THE HELL?? sila jaga kain sendiri... this one i will not ever tolerat

7) racist
saye 1 Malaysia... n i'm proud with my environment where there's many races around me... please do respect

8) paksa saya belanja ikut kemampuan orang lain
okay.. this always happen... bukan saya x mampu pon just i have my way to spend my bills so... kalau awak nak berbelanja.. go ahead spend ur money... i dont give a damn...
ni je kot dulu... huhuhu

merapu meraban pt 6 (kisah hari ini)

okay this happened kindda like few (more than actually) hours ago... well i should begin where it all started...

i went to my supervisor's office today to get his signature n approval for my applications to write my thesis in english... owh btw a long before that (in eCommunication tutorial class), my classmates asked me if i already start writing my thesis or not and she told me she's always got confuse about to write the intro n literature review and asked me to explain that... i actually have asked my lecturer (not my supervisor) about it and i kindda get a clear view until my friend (she also under the same supervisor as mine) asked me that and i was like... bluuurrrr..

then after the tutorial i went to see my supervisor n we have a little chat (on everything include my lifestyle) and i asked him about the thesis thingy and he said 9our conversation kindda here n there like this):

"saya ingat kamu sudah clear masa kamu cakap dengan saya hari tu...  boleh lupa balik?"
"bukan lupa tapi saya pun tetiba blur sama nih.."
"bukan kamu cakap hari tu kamu dah faham mcm mana nak buat ke? siap tanya banyak lecturer lagi haha!!"
"loorr... mula2 saya mmng la paham tp bila Carrine tanya saya blur... bolehke camtu? haha"
"maknanya masalah kamu ni jangan orang tanya lah ye?"
"=_=' maybe la kot dr.. huhu"
"mcm mana nak jawab exam klu mcm tu?"
"sebab tu la dr patutnya x payah tanya soklan... tulis no matrik je la dah cukup... huhuhu"
"kalau kamu lupa no matrik kamu? haha!!"
"(=_='')" ~saya mengaku kalah... klu ilmu x penuh di dada jangan nak melawan lecturer (professor madya plak tu... huhuhu)

so after that he start helping (guiding me should be more correct word) me (more than i asked) about the thesis... thank you so much dr!! u really the best!! ^^~

citer panjang2 ni kindda remind me of my dad alot...
the guy who i admire the most in my life... he once said this

"there's many kind of people in this world...

• the one who claimed he knows everything and have answer to everything
• the one who claimed that he dont know anything and keep looking for answer
• the one who claimed he know eveything and have many answer
• the one who claimed he know nothing but have many answer
• the one who claimed he knows best about something but never good at it
• the one who claimed he is no good for something but know best about it

and more... all u have to do is decide who u wanna be"

okay speaking about my supervisor, he is one of the brilliant but humble down to earth man i know... he never cut u when u talk.. he listen and comment, he will make himself clear about the question before answering them and he dont shoot u straight... sarcasm fit better to him (and me) so when my friend asked me why i choose him as my supervisor.. the answer is simple... he is like a dad... and caring accordin to my seniors... ^^~

i'd take any days sitting and talking smart nonsense thing to him and tho sometimes he will go "okay i dont get u" he never goes "cuba cakap macam orang terpelajar"... huhuhu but funny tho he is so brilliant he always gonna asked u ur opinion on a lot of things tho he know alot of things..

i think i really wanna give review on Supernatural season 7 episode 2(on episode 3 n waiting for season 4 now) but hmm... can  i just say "those are great..."? huhuhu... okay maybe next week i'd do that...

papai!!