clinic...

i went to clinic last night... well i'm not the one who sick tho i'm suffering with this massive pain caused by ulcer at the tip of my tongue and i am fine by that but it's my sis, Fatin...

lebih kurang camni la busynye akak receptionist tu...

 

 

 

 

well it all started at the reception table. I asked the receptionist that i need to fill a form from TM but she was so busy talking and laughing on her phone, it took like 10 minutes for her to hand the form which actually place nicely on her right hand. i mean i could've took that but hey! how would i know that was the form?
i filled the form less than 5 minutes and as i hand the form and took the number, she still on the phone and just lay the form i gave her and went to back without even looking at the form 1st let alone reading the whole thing!

i admit, the clinic was a bit too crowded so it took some time just waiting to see the doctor. i mean it could've been faster since i saw more than 3 examination room but only 1 room was used. Not to mention the doctor kept went out from the examination room and talking at the reception counter, share some stories, laughing and idk what else she do with the receptionist and some other woman whom i assume as workers there. My sis' number was 1886 and when we received the number earlier, the number on the screen for the other patient was 1879. An hour later, the number was 1882! yea i know there's only 1 doctor there but it will be a heck lot faster if the doctor stick her ass in the examination room and do her job.

ikut hati den yang panas kat makcik tu... lamo 

dah dio kono!

Well, while waiting, there's another incident that if i dont think she is too old and i might accelerate her remaining time on earth, i might start swinging. There's an old lady looking like mak datin or Queen Elizabeth wannabe came with her husband and 2 grand-kids (maybe adopted kids) and one of them were sick. So the lady hold the kid (little one and probably a boy) and they sat next to me. The kids goes all grumpy and he start kicking around and then he touched me and smiling. i smiled back but then the old lady said to the boy

"ishh jangan sentuh, badan dia besar...tengok pun takut... nanti berjangkit dekat kita"

i was pissed but i am not gonna do open fight at public. She can say all she want and act herself and thinking how youngsters she is but i am one hell so not easy to break but yea since the clinic quite crowded, people could've heard that easily. Cuma saya risau mungkin akan menyumpah secara verbal aje kalau dia x berhenti. Tapi nasib baik dia faham klu org buat x tahu tu baik diam aje!!

then after half an hour later, we get to see the doctor and guess what?! it only took 5 minutes conversation or less with the doctor. owh btw, my sister got diarrhea. and the conversation goes like this

"kenapa ye adik?"

"saya cirit birit, muntah2, sakit kepala..."

"owh berapa kali muntah?"

"lebih 3 kali... tapi keluar air aje"

"berapa kali pergi tandas?"

"tak terkira tapi banyak kali jugakla"

"hari ni pergi sekolah tak?"

"tak sebab kena sejak pagi"

"sakit lagi tak?"

"sakit"

"ok saya bagi ubat tahan muntah, ubat tahan cirit birit, air garam and surat MC untuk hari ni"

"ok"

then we wait for the medicine for like 20 minutes and head home...

dalam hati *klinik swasta pun macam ni... baik x payah...*

jerawat... ^^~

waarrrgghhh JERAWAT!!!
honestly i am not someone who give a rat ass if i found one hell of huge pimple on my face... suka lagi ada ^^~
ahaha coz boleh picit. i dont care jerawat batu ke, jerawat baru tumbuh ke, jerawat belum matang ke, tah apa2 lagi la kategori jerawat ni... bila picit n dia pecah tu... heaven gila... wahaha

memang my mom agak marah jugak dengan sifat gatal tangan saye ni sebab takut berparut... ummi mesti bising bila saye mula mengadap cermin lebih lama dari biasa... cuma ada 3 kemungkinan aje kalau saye menebeng depan cermin besar kat ruang tamu...
# make-up
#betulkan @ pakai tudung @ selendang
# picit jerawat

ahaha.. yang nombor 3 tu.. bila ummi tengok confirm beliau menjerit... ahaha... saye berhenti sekejap ajela... beliau x tengok dah saye buat balik... memang tangan saye jenis mcm ni... pantang nampak gelembung apa2.. x kira kat mana2 atau sape2... x kira la jerawat ke, bisa ke... memang tangan ni laju je nak pecahkan... katala kuku saye kurang tajam, sy cari benda lain... x kesah la, jarum ke, ape2 ke... asalkan dapat 'flatkan' butir atas surface area.. echeh!!
 problemnya bukan kat diri sendiri je menda ni di praktikkan... kat sapa2 yang saye kenal n rapat especially adik2 saye... ahaha... nasibla.. tengah2 elok berborak atau tengok TV tiba2 kuku saye menikam jerawat atau apa2 gelembung... ahaha...

makin teruk kalau jerawat tu dah pecah tp sebab bengkak, saye akan terus try meratakan surface area sampai terkopek kulit... ahaha.. klu kena air tu... azab ooo...

sy x taw sbb ape sy bercerita.. maybe saje2 nak hilangkn bosan... ahaha

org akan cakap sy x reti jaga muka n everything but thanks la sapa2 yang concern tu... sbb muka saya kurang berparut.. parut saya bukan jenis parut kekal jd sbb tu dgn senang hati je sy picit... huhuu

tp kat org len tu... ehehmmm... entahla... selagi x terkopek xkn ade parut kot??

that's that...
papai..*sapu sawang kat blog ni*

shortest of all

okay... (again) quick so-called comeback

* already at home and pokai dikerjakan adik Izzati*

later update... ^^!
that's that...
papai

quick comeback

okay life is short... i'll make this even shorter....

• FYP saye masih dalam proses walopun due date next week (or 3 days from now) n by mean dlm prosess is no progress at all....
• dinner ari ahad... tudung x kena dgn baju... misi mencari tudung baru....
• viva <----- ini bukan kereta ye!!  is around the corner
• saye dah beli tiket flight
• midterm 3 days in a row
• baby (lappy) baru.... coz tetiba lappy lama buat hal.... =_='
• saye sudah pokai....=(
• ass-sign-ment masih banyak n no where to be done
• macm2 lg... tp jap g ade midterm acoustic... nk g study dlu...

okay that's that... papai

kesah manusia x reti bersyukur

well saye agak tersenyum lebar dengan satu artikel hari ni dekat Berita Harian Online tadi...

bukan apa... i am one of the person yang find that memansuhkan PTPTN memang one hell of the stupid idea ever... kalau dikurangkan bunga tu yes i agree la....

bodohla mintak mansuhkn PTPTN tu... yuran universiti ni bukannya bayar pakai daun... saye cakap mcm ni sbb my dad bukan bergaji seorang Mark Zuckerberg hatta Tony Fernandez so jujur saye cakap duit PTPTN ni membantu... my dad x payah pening2 fikir tiap2 awal sem pasal nak biaya yuran saye... (just tiket flight jela) n kurangla sikit tangunggan beliau (walopun kadang2 sayye ade jugak mintak duit)

orang yang mintak PTPTN di tangguhkan ni mesti kurang berakal kan? atau memang jenis xnk bayar... lupakah? setiap hutang perlu dibayar... hatta korang x pose pon kena ganti... gila apa!! pastu bila dah kerja tax melambung... bising lagi.... cubala fikir panjang... adeiii

apastu mintak PTPTN tu jadi biasiswa... hamboiii... cantiknye muka!! saye pon student taw!! saye x dapat biasiswa! dah dapat pinjaman ni kira bersyukur la.. jadi apakah bezanya dengan orang yang study hard siang malam ngan org tuang klas siang malam kalau semuanya jadi biasiswa? attendance je la kan??? brapala nilai scroll korang tu?? pendek akal betul!!

pastu kalau semuanya jadi biasiswa, yuran universiti naik.... 1 lagik demonstrasi akan berlaku... budak2 yang dianggap bijak pandai, pewaris bangsa semua baring2 atas jalan masa study week... bagooosss!!! keep it up!!! kat asrama ada katil, nak baring atas jalan! bijak pandai disitu!

kalau yuran x naik pon kualiti pembelajaran jadi kurang-which i sincerely doubt they notice la coz sibuk sangat baring atas jalan n buat demo sampai x sedar camne rupa bilik kuliah dorng.... ye x? then hey will be another demonstrasi time study week sambil merempuh harta kerajaan/universiti.... bagus kan?

so yang mintak PTPTN tu dimansuhkan apa kata pulangkan duit tu dulu.. pastu korang nak tergolek guling2 atas jalan pon ikut suka korang la... coz my dad working his butt for his family n duit PTPTN tu sikit sebanyak dapat jugak kurangkan beban beliau...

kes hutang masa belajar tu memang x boleh elak la... as i said, bapa saya bukan bergaji CEO so saye yang memilih untuk belajar, so there's a price i gotta pay... bak kata orang, nak masuk toilet pon kena bayar...

so renung2kan la ye

peace ^^~ papai

saya bukan x bersyukur tapi....

tengah melepak2 sambil carik idea utk esaiment electroacoustic tetiba saye terdengar rumate saye punya telefon berbunyi n bila beliau angkat aje terus suara beliau ceria...

lama gak beliau berborak (owh btw her mom yang call) siap gelak2 lagi...

then i realize jarang or maybe menda ni x pernah jadi kat saya - which is my mom call and tanya khabar n gelak2... i mean i hear my mom's n dad's voice like everyday but i am the one who made the call sampai satu tahap syaitans berbisik "u're not that important as u think u are"

ggggrrrr nyahhh ko setan!!! jangan nak memandai...

actually to be honest my heart n my mind kept having this debate until now... the debate about why am i always the one who make the phone call n say hi tho i am too living in the busy life?

kalau masa saya hidup zaman kat TTJ dulu faham la jugak... saye pakai public phone... sekarang saya pakai handphone... =_='

ikut kan hati memang jujur saya kecik ati kadang2... i mean i cant read people's mind so idk what's on my family's mind. Are they wonder how am i doing.. the only phone call i get is to remind me something. Other than that i am the one who make the phone call and i do most of the talking. No one even ask how am i doing...

not that i really need that coz obviously me, myself know the answer but deep down i just want to feel i have someone who care... at the end i ended up saying they too tired with chores at home. hell i am not too busy coz all i need to worry about is FYP, good grades, midterm, finals, assignments, bla.. bla.. and that's that... see? nothing much and yea i'm always fine... np!

penat nak faham orang...

please bear in mind yang saya bukan manusia yang x taw bersyukur sebab parents saya masih bernafas atas bumi ALLAH ni tapi at some point i just want to know.......... (seriously i cant find words for this sentence)

ye, saya anak sulung, and that's my job to asking and take care of my family but sometimes i grow too tired with this.. the unappreciated feeling... hard to understand why i have to do all this tho i know i dont have to. I can just bail and ignore them but i just cant... i love them too much but somehow i need to know are they feeling the same?

mungkin dorng x nk tunjukkan sangat... dont want to spoil me with that but hey, give me credit here! i do need some treat as well! and the only thing i as is a phone call asking me how am i doing and all the normal questions like all my friends get when their parents call them. is that too much to ask really?

and saya mengaku saya sangat ego untuk memintak something macam ni especially dekat parents saye... nope... this heart to heart thing is not my thing... so agak susah saye nak buat....

ya ALLAH please help me..

islands journey

well 1st of all please bear in mind that i am not an adventurous person.. let alone traveler (for fun i mean)... not that i am not one kind of safe player coz i might find myself a risk taker sometimes but just so everyone know i love sea... SAYE SANGAT SUKA LAUT!!!

dekat Jesselton Point... nk pegi mana2 pulau
kena ikut sini dulu hatta nak g Labuan pon boleh 

how crazy i am to the sea? i used to wish to join TLDM (Navy) or at least become marine biologist (tho i never want to take biology as a subject in school) or doing anything to do with ship or submarine...

so long story short, as i live in Sabah and Borneo adalah sebuah pulau yang di kelilingi air, and it have lots of awesome beaches and islands, i decided to take trips to travel to the 3 nearest islands i Kota Kinabalu...
well took me 3 years (an island a year each) to complete them but i'm fine with it.. it's not like i'm in KK just to travel around...
but i really LOVE SABAH ^^!


1st island i went to is Mamuntik Island (April 12th, 2009)...
well saye pegi sana when i was in 1st year... dengan kak shalini n my lalink anis... jujur saya cakap, memang saye adalah manusia yang gila laut sampai x reti nak balik... huhuuu

dekat Mamuntik (muka x sabar nk terjun laut)

tp x banyak aktiviti sangat kitorg buat... except snorkeling kat kawasan cetek n x berani pegi jauh2 sampai kat kawasan batu karang (note that i dk how to swim yet that time)

ni la mamutik... cantik kan??

2nd island is Manukan Island (January 2nd, 2011)...

masa mula2 sampai dekat Manukan Island

ikan nemo ^^~

manukan ^^~

yang ni saye pegi ngan classmates saye... saye suka sangat ngan pulau ni... time ni saye pegi snorkeling sampai kat coral reefs n nampak nemo (clown fish)!! memang best sangat2!! kat sini jugak saye sangat2 x reti nak ballik sampai kena tarik ngan classmates saye suruh saye balik... hahaha!! tp whatever la... yang penting saye seronok... air dia biruu sangat... owh btw ade satu incident saye sedap2 tengah berenang tetiba kaki saye cramp... sib bek x dalam sangat n ada org tolong tarikkn.. pastu naik darat kejap then after 5 minutes saye terjun laut balik!! haha!!


3rd island is Sapi Island (April 11th, 2012)...

sapi island

trip ni x ramai org ikut, saye, Syue n Kak Shida je yng pegi... tp whatever pun i still have fun... sangat2 best coz 1 jam kitorang snorkeling n i never thought thare's many colors in the sea... unlike Manukan Island, kawasan coral reefs kat Sapi lebih luas n walaupun ikan2 x banyak tp semuanya unik2... i never thought to see neon colored fish (idk the name of the fish) and the scene underwater is always fascinating... sedihnya akibat terlampau excited saye x tido langsung malam before pergi so akibatnya after snorkeling n being pushed by the current, saye mula mabuk laut (jarang jadi menda ni kat saye) n walaupun (and i admit Sapi paling cantik-from my opinion la) cuaca sangat baik n laut sangat cantik, saye ajask kak shida n syue balik awal...
owh btw ari tu jugak Acheh kena gempa bumi n ada amaran tsunami..... alhamdulillah... nasib baik x jadi apa2....


so that's that, my journey to Tunku Abdul Rahman National Park that took 3 years to complete but 1 thing i realize, semakin dekat kita tengok kecantikan ciptaan ALLAH semakin rasa rendah diri... memang saye x tipu... n of course tiap2 kali balik dari pulau memang akan dapat massive sunburn but that's the prize i gotta pay. ^^

i think that's all.. papai ^^~